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He has only bottomed once, and it's implied that he did it to feel something since he walks around numb to most things, and that something was most likely pain. He is in this pink fluffy bunny suit, yet all he wants is to feel, something.

Then, he imagines that Jay sexually assaults him because, to him, that's the only way Jay would want him. But not only that, it's the only way Sun thinks he is allowed to experience . . . pleasure? If he's forced into it.

Sun doesn't have a problem with posing nude for Pakin, nor does he seem to have an issue with possibly giving a man a blowjob at gunpoint to get out of a tough spot.

But a little peck on the cheek really gets to him.

And that's why I don't think Jay is trying to make Sun feel good as much as he is simply trying to make Sun feel. Anything. Period. Which probably means he'll do it by any means necessary since Sun doesn't react to sex being used as an exchange or a even a hand idly caressing the back of his neck because it's all par for the course, a means to an end.

And this is the end.

Sun took hits in that ring like he was being paid per punch because he understood what needed to be done to reach his target. Physical harm doesn't bother him because pain doesn't bother him. So either he feels nothing at all most of the time, or he feels pain. Those are his only two modes. Numbness and pain.

Sky is nice to him, but because Sky reminds Sun of his younger brother, he keeps him at a distance. Sun could have a friend, but he isn't here to make friends. He's not here to possibly lose another person when he's already lost so much. He's not here to possibly feel safe again, when it can all be taken away.

So how else would Jay get Sun to see anything beyond his plot for revenge? How would Jay get Sun to feel anything other than numbness when he is so hellbent on feeling nothing, and if he does, it's pain?

Once again, the story already told us through the fantasy sequence that Sun does want to feel something—pleasure.

He just has be forced.

1. Why the fuck do they keep calling Sun plain? Are you all fucking blind? It's giving me flashbacks to Ae in Love By Chance. If you really want me to buy stuff like that you gotta stop casting the most beautiful people my eyes have ever laid upon.

2. Why does it sound like Toptap's voice is dubbed? Did they go the Revenged Love route or is the audio just generally shit?

3. I am very much loving that Sun's approach to everything is driven mostly by the weight of his gigantic balls and sheer dumb luck. Love that for him.

Sun's unconventional grounding technique

Here, Sun does what he knows best to get a clear mind- a sudden burst of pain to bring you back to reality. He doesn't want to hurt Sky, and I doubt he considers a hard hand squeeze something serious, but Sky needs to snap out of it now and there's no time for gentleness. Sun believes in pain over peace, bottling it up until he explodes.

Sun needs to soften to form relationships. Sky needs to toughen up (not saying his trauma isn't real, because my bb ;__;) to survive in the industry he dreams of being in.

Derek who gets possessive and territorial easily. He's a wolf and if someone else is looking at his mate, of course he wants to get aggressive but for the longest time he'll hide it. He'll oppress it and force it down cause he doesn't want to burden stiles by being this way. Doesn't wanna seem toxic or clingy or overbearing cause he knows that humans get that way. He's seen it when his mom curbed her jealousy cause his dad didn't like it. (Until eventually he finds out just how much it turns on Stiles when he's possessive)

Peach and Me ep 1

Edge of Horizon ep 4

Payback ep 7