cardan x jude pt. 4 (!) omg thatās a lot
in pt. 3 of whatever this (series?) is, i started to get at how cardan protects the human servants and hallow hall and often tried to rescue them, even taking beatings for doing so. so could cardan have also been trying to protect jude throughout the series?? as much as he āhatesā her, there are many times throughout tcp that cardan has *subtly* protected jude in one way or another. take the scene when valerian tried to kill jude by feeding her faerie fruit and nearly suffocating her with it and cardan KICKS HIM OFF OF HER. āabruptly, valerian is kicked off of me. i roll onto my side, coughing. cardan is looming there⦠āenough,ā cardan says. he has an odd, wild expression on his face and a muscle jumping in his jaw.ā
so not only does he physically remove valerian from jude, but babygirl is PISSED. and while jude is intoxicated this is stated; āfor i moment, i think theyāre going to fight, although i cannot think why.ā like my mans was ready to FIGHT VALERIAN.
just some more evidence from that scene: āeveryone is so dull today,ā cardan says, but he doesnāt sound as if heās bored. he sounds as if heās barely keeping his temper in check.ā
ānoggle turns away from us, ⦠cardan watches him go, hands fisting at his sides.ā
and then a page or so later , nicasia tries to command jude comes and licks her hands clean of the faerie fruit. āno,ā cardan days, stepping in front of me, his voice ringing and a little unsteady⦠ājude will come here and kiss my foot. she said she wanted to kiss us. and i am her prince, after all.ā i think this could be interpreted in two ways, one being that this was him protecting her again, OR, that he was jealous. it could also be a bit of both. but cardan being jealous of others when it comes to jude intrigues me because he shouldnāt want something āless than himā like jude, but he does. i want to point out another insight to cardanās jealousy here, when jude overhears nicasia and locke talking. āare you enjoying yourself?ā i overhear nicasia ask locke once, as he joins them for a lecture. ācardan wonāt forgive you for what youāre doing with her.ā so after reading, this is most likely about taryn and lockeās secret relationship, but it could also be referencing how locke is actually manipulating and toying with judeās feelings by pretending to like her for sake of his ādramaticsā. they could be really saying that cardan wonāt forgive locke for hurting jude, protecting her again and also alluding to his jealousy as he probably believes only HE is allowed to mess with or hurt jude.
see, cardanās feelings are very contradictory when it comes to jude. he likes her for reasons but hate her for those same reasons. he wants to protect her yet he also hurts her. anyways i thought these were interesting points to bring up.
btw this series will probably end up being FAR longer than i intended it to be as iām only part way through my analysis of their relationship in tcp and plan on continuing this as their relationship become more developed in twk and tqon. my apologies for uploading on a pretty inconsistent schedule.