Dead-since-97

ya know that stage of depression that isn’t overwhelming sadness and hopelessness but its more like wanting to sink into the floor. the coping mechanisms to deal with big sad™️ depression don’t really work and all you wanna do is be one with nothing lol

the feeling of wanting to cry but not being able too

I’m sat here wondering how I allowed myself to get back to this place again, why did I let the darkness consume me again, but I don’t know how to stop it this time. I can feel it slowly eating away at me and maybe one day it will consume me so that I will disappear.

And then your hip would break because their medical staff is garage and they don’t have the same regulations as over so no you’re back to square one you fucking tool

Damn. Spains healthcare sure isnt garage like they said

God Americans are so fucking brainwashed like seriously imagine thinking a first world country in Europe of all places is medically inferior, the patriot brain rot is strong