not pivot. not plan. not set intentions and make lists and do the work.
but to stop.
and i know how uncomfortable that feels. i know because i feel it too — that pull to always be in motion, always productive, always doing something that looks like progress. the guilt that settles in the moment you sit still. the way rest feels like falling behind.
that discomfort has a name.
it's called the witch wound.
the witch wound is the inherited fear of being judged for being unconventional, intuitive, and fully yourself. it's centuries of conditioning that taught us it isn't safe to be too much — too knowing, too powerful, too feminine, too wild.
and one of the sneakiest ways it shows up is in our relationship with stillness.
because here's what the witch wound doesn't want you to know: within the void — within the quiet, the pause, the darkness — your power comes back online.
not in a beautiful whimsical way, always. sometimes it comes back online through the shadow. through the things you've been avoiding. through the emotions that have been waiting for you to finally stop long enough to feel them.
and so we stay busy. we stay in action. we stay in the doing because the being is where things get uncomfortable and real and true.
tomorrow, the moon crosses the sun.
a total solar eclipse in Leo. a literal void. a few minutes of temporary darkness in the middle of the day.
and the cosmos is using that moment to ask you something:
can you sit in the pause?
not analyse it. not optimise it. not make it productive.
just — be in it. feel it. let whatever has been waiting in the quiet finally speak.
this eclipse is closing the Lions Gate. it's a portal of acceleration and it's also a portal of release. things that have been held together by sheer force of will are dissolving. identities that no longer fit are completing their cycle. what you've been white-knuckling your way through is asking to be let go.
you don't have to figure out what comes next in the void.
you just have to stop being afraid of it.
the eclipse portal stays open until the lunar eclipse on august 27th. that two-week window — between the solar eclipse closing the Lions Gate and the lunar eclipse in Pisces — is one of the most fertile manifestation periods of the year.
but it starts with the pause.
it starts with tomorrow.
it starts with you choosing, just for a moment, to stop running from the stillness and let it show you what it's been holding.
the void is not the absence of your power.
it is where your power lives.
full guide on the eclipse portal, the Lions Gate connection, the witch wound, and how to use this window for manifestation on the blog. link here 🌑✨
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and if you've been feeling restless lately — like something in you is trying to shift but you can't quite name it — this is why.
every year on august 8th, earth, the sun in leo, and sirius align. the ancient egyptians tracked sirius obsessively — its rising marked the flooding of the nile, the renewal of everything. they knew this star meant something.
in modern spiritual practice, 8/8 is considered the most potent manifestation window of the year. not because the universe is doing something to you. because the conditions are more fertile than usual for the thing you've been trying to do anyway: make a decision about who you are.
here's what i'm doing tomorrow:
— clearing out old assumptions. consciously. pulling the plug on the identity that says "i'm not someone who gets what they want."
— making one decision. not a wish list. one identity-level decree. "i am fully expressed. i am chosen. this is already done."
— scripting from inside that reality. present tense. specific. until the words stop feeling like a story and start feeling like a memory.
— living from it for the rest of the portal (open until august 12th).
the portal doesn't manifest for you. it turns up the signal on what you're already creating. so make sure your dominant assumption is the new one, not the old one.
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Non Dualism Basics + Manifestation (for people who want to be freed from limitations)
•°. *࿐ Honesty non dualism changed my life for the better and I will always be grateful to know about this :)
Non-dualism is the recognition that there is no separation between you and reality, awareness and experience. There is only awareness, appearing as all phenomena: thoughts, sensations, perceptions, what is called the external world.
The person you believe you are is not a fixed identity, it is merely a pattern of thoughts and memories experienced by awareness.
In non dualism, your true nature is consciousness or awareness. Everyone's true essence is consciousness, and it makes up everything you see: the ego, the physical world, the imagination, everything. This all exists because consciousness let it exist, meaning you, as the creator, expect it and allow it to be.
There is no authority higher than awareness, yet awareness is not a being. It is not human, not otherworldly, not a force, not a person. It is everything and it is nothing. The “power” to shift, change, select is not owned, but it is simply the fact of identification. Whatever awareness identifies with, it materializes. Whatever is taken to be “I,” becomes experienced in the external.
You are simply awareness identifying/living as a human, which means you aware of a ego. An ego is simply the human you are aware of: their visual field, 5 senses, thoughts, emotions, feelings, all of it!
The ego is not an entity, it is the illusion of being a person, the thought “I am this.” It is simply a cluster of sensory data and thought appearing in the field. The sense of “my senses,” “my thoughts,” “my experience,” arises only through misidentification. Drop that, and what remains is pure being: awareness itself.
You’re not a human trying to reach awareness, you are awareness appearing as a human. The only limitation is believing you are the ego: the thoughts, the personality, the sense of being a separate self in a physical world. That belief filters your experience to match it.
The ego isn’t the one manifesting anything. It’s just the appearance of a character in the dream (the physical). What’s actually manifesting the dream is awareness itself. The moment something is fully accepted as true, it appears. Not because a person made it happen, but because identification shifted.
Everything is consciousness. Imagination and "real life/3d" are not different from each other, they are the same appearance, made of the same thing. When awareness identifies as the ego, the ego’s world plays out. When that identity drops, the experience shifts.
You don't become awareness, you just realize you never were anything else. Theres nothing to fix, nothing to get, because as awareness, you have everything already, you just need to decide/select it and it is done. There is no desiring when you already have it. You just refuse the old and accept the new.
Selection is not a doing, it’s simply no longer denying what is already true.
Ok but get to the burning question, how do I "manifest" something?
You don’t. Not really, but hear me out.
You dont "manifest" as a person. What’s called “manifestation” is just awareness identifying with a new version of reality.
Because all possibilities already exist in awareness, nothing needs to be created. You’re not making something happen, you’re dropping the identity that says it is not already so.
What you are being = what you are claiming as “I am.”
Not what you say.
Not what you visualize.
Not what you feel.
Only what you be.
There is no gap between desirer and desired, as both arise within awareness. The “thing” and the “one who wants it” are the same illusion.
Drop the self who wants the thing →
The thing appears because there is no one left to need it.
You can’t lack anything if you are the source of all of it. Lack only appears when you think you’re a separate self (ego) who has to get. If that identity isn’t claimed, neither is the feeling of want or desire or need.
From non-duality, there’s no “manifesting” something outside of you, because nothing is outside. There’s just awareness appearing as whatever is identified with. That’s it.
It’s not about making it happen. It’s about not identifying as the one who lacks.
So:
Drop the story of “I want it.” Ignore the ego, do not claim its thoughts or feelings or external world as yours.
Be the version where it’s normal, obvious, already here. Decide what it is the ego "wants" and claim it to be true now. Identify as the ego (person) who has it, rather than the ego who doesn't. As awareness, both those identities hold equal weight, so pick the one that suits you best.
Don’t wait for it. There’s no waiting in being. If you’re waiting, you’re still wanting.
That’s literally it. "Manifestation" is not doing. It’s being.
But how do I become a new identity???
Identity is not built. It’s selected. You don’t need to feel like it nor think like it. You only need to know: This is who I am now. And you refuse to claim anything else.
Think about it like choosing clothes, you dont need to "become" a new outfit. you put it on. done. no waiting, no steps, no convincing.
You are awareness, you can be anything and have anything. So select it and in that moment, it is DONE, it is now your truth. Stand firm in that decision and ignore anything against it.
Wait Evangeline...but what about thoughts or affirmations??? Arent they what manifests???
If you are coming from a loa perspective, this might be what you are thinking.
Well its not the thought or affirmation themselves, it is the stance behind it. They don't create reality, the identification does.
If you identify as the version who has it, the experience reflects that. If you identify as someone trying to get it, then trying is what shows up.
Think of it like this:
When you open a door, you don’t have to affirm “I open the door” over and over. You just open it, because you know you can. You already identify as someone who opens doors. It’s natural.
Affirmations can help if they express what’s already true for you. But if you’re using them to convince yourself, then you’re still not being it, you’re still trying. I find that affirmations are often not necessary, as if you know you are something, you don't need convincing. The only thing that needs convincing is the old ego, but you aren't that anymore so ignore it.
Like, if you have a car, you don’t affirm it 10k times daily to keep it. You just know it’s yours. You are the version who has a car. That’s the only reason it's there.
Same with anything else. You have it when you're not trying to get it. You are it when there’s nothing left to prove.
Doubts from the ego don’t matter. Ego doesn’t choose. Ego has no part in what is identified with, nor what is "manifested." Awareness does. The one watching the doubt (awareness) isn’t doubting. Ignore the ego, don't claim its thoughts and doubts as you. It is not the real you, you are the observer.
Now for the big guy in question... the 3d:
The "3d" is not real in itself, it is simply a mirror of identity. The external world is not separate from you. It is a reflection of identity, projected through awareness. It appears “outside,” but it is arising within consciousness, just like imagination. The 3d does not exist independent of awareness.
You don't change it by pushing on it or screaming at it, you change it by dropping identification with what it reflects.
The "3d" is not a cause, not a source, and definitely not a judge. It is a reflection of what's being identified with (not what's being thought, affirmed, or forced by the ego).
There is no need to worry about the external because:
It is you projected as form, it is not separate from you
The "3d" is not the source, it has no authority to determine what is real. You do.
It has no power, so it cant show anything that isn't being projected by you as the creator.
It always has to mirror who you are being, it has no choice
No need to worry. The 3D follows you. Always. Because it is you.
If it’s showing something unwanted, it’s because identity hasn’t shifted yet. That’s all. But do not get caught up in this, as time is not real to infinite awareness. Choose to stop observing the "3d" of the old ego, choose to stop giving it attention, and it will cease to exist.
If you get doubts from the ego, ignore them, remind yourself that it is "not me" and "not mine." You are the observer, the one who has everything, so don't pay attention to the ego with lack. It is not you anymore.
Be indifferent to the old ego's "3d," be indifferent to its lack. If you see it still, just observe, and know it is not yours.
Do not think this means you have to abandon the old ego's life if you still "see" it. You can still do things in the old 3d without identifying with it or claiming it. Simply know it is no longer you.
How to know you are the new identity:
You no longer ask "Am I doing it right." You no long chase proof and you no longer entertain the old storyline. You stand in: "This is what I am. Nothing else matters.”
It is not about effort, it is simply refusal + knowing + indifference to all else.
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I have to admit that a few months ago, almost a year ago now, when I first got into the law of assumption, manifestation, shifting, and subliminals, I never imagined how far all of this could go. I was already somewhat familiar with some of these topics, but only on a surface level. I had never really taken the time to dive deeper into them. I thought they were interesting, maybe even entertaining, but nothing more.
As time went on, I started questioning things more. I constantly wondered whether it was actually possible to get the things I wanted. I thought about my current circumstances, every obstacle standing in front of me, and most importantly, how it was all supposed to happen. I always wanted to know how it would unfold, when it would happen, and what I needed to do to make it happen.
And honestly, after all this time, I can confidently say that none of that matters.
The thing that surprised me the most was realizing just how ridiculously simple this can be. We spend years believing that certain things are impossible, that some lives are reserved for other people, and that our dreams have limits. But once you truly understand how manifestation works, you realize those limits only exist because we decided to accept them.
You can have anything. Literally anything. From small changes to things that seem completely impossible. A mansion, unlimited money, relationships, opportunities, an entirely different life. Not because someone grants it to you, but because you are the one who decides what is true for you.
We are always manifesting, even when we are not aware of it. The only difference is that now you can do it consciously. You can stop reacting to circumstances and start deciding who you are and what you have.
If there is one thing I wish I had understood from the beginning, it is that you do not need to have all the answers. You do not need to know how it will happen. You do not need to analyze every detail or constantly look for proof. You simply need to stay loyal to your decision.
Manifestation is real. If you decide to use it in your favor, do it. Stop postponing the life you want to live. Stay committed to your decision, trust it, and stop giving so much power to what is in front of you.
In the end, circumstances change. The only thing that truly matters is what you choose to assume is true. 𖹭
