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No one asked but I think the secret to making the enemies-to-lovers trip work is respect. They can loath each other, but they have to loath each other as equals. Like âsorry but no one else is allowed to murder this man but meâ + âitâs an honor and privilege to despise you.â
#oh that is KEY#itâs enemies-to-lovers not âjust some upsetting person-to-loversâ#they have to Matter to you in one specific direction of which the polarity gets flipped#the other one is also a thing but itâs a different Thing#enemies to lovers is based on them being the most important person in the room - its just that the reason inverts (via @harrietvaneâ)
Perhaps the villain in the dynamic, has always been the person who sees the heroic one, as a whole person or something of that kind. Meanwhile the Hero has always treated the Villain with the dignity no one else ever did. ... Then, something happens, and they have to work together, and in some ways, it is seamless. Their ways of thinking mesh well, perhaps the villain sees potential traps, the hero sees potential escape avenues. ... When they come out on the other side, they are enemies no more.
Maybe they are not a true Villain/Hero, so much as two very different ends of the same side, such as one of them being more of a blunt instrument who gets things done in a very "to hell with the torpedoes" attitude that frequently gets them in trouble at work and out of it, while the other os a precision instrument with laser focus and a deft touch who is constantly nagged at for being too formal, too closed off, and too hung up on details. ... They absolutely loathe each other at the start, but, underneath there is a certain respect, maybe even a touch of admiration. The Precise one can't believe the Blunt one still comes back every day, that they still get back up after every fight, that they still put themselves on the line like they do, with almost reckless disregard for their own safety. The Blunt one secretly admires how the Precise one is always thinking, always able to produce a backup plan in a flash, sees all the angles to make sure the others don't get caught unawares. ... Then, they are made to work together a lot, with little or no intermediary. ... Turns out, when they stop sniping at each other, that they make an effective team. Not without clashes, but now clashes aren't potentially deadly, they are a storm that'll blow over.
Or the one that starts out with each having a prejudice against the other before even meeting them. Maybe one thinks the other is a spoiled rich kid with a silver spoon in their mouth, a degree daddy bought for them, and never had to earn a thing in their life while the other believes the first to be some ignorant, backwater slob who got their job cause they happened to be somebody's nephew or the like and really have no business in the position they are in... But they meet, and while she isn't the spoiled brat he'd thought she would be and he's not quite the backward hick she expected, they still annoy each other and constantly clash... But over time, he sees how she earned her fancy degree, how hard she works every day, how she willing puts herself in danger for her team-including him, that she does not lord over people, she takes no crap, and she is actually smart, capable, loyal, and good at her job. She sees that he is smart if not as educated as her, he is capable of kindness at the most unexpected times, is highly observant, willingly puts himself on the line for his whole team - including her, takes no crap but knows when to keep his mouth shut to let someone else have space, loyal, and good at his job... And over time, those respects, shifts in attitude, and acceptance, turn to trust, care, and actually wanting the be around each other.
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@spock-in-awe should I rewatch Annette ._.
@thatf-ckingfangirl yes. should we do it together ?!
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ANNETTE (2021) dir. Leos Carax
@spock-in-awe should I rewatch Annette ._.
sad reality of the fanfic-to-published work economy is that the weirdest people are willing to do it. that's why there's now hundreds of shitty no plot cishet hate-to-love enemies-to-lovers books that are ex reylo fanfic. and it's not even good. that's because the people who wrote book-quality steve/bucky and kirk/spock fic are too normal to think to themselves "i should get this porn published". they're too busy working in local government offices
I resent this, I am not normal at all đ¤Ł
I just know perfectly well the best money is in straight romance and that isn't what I want to write, so I may as well work for kudos as for the fives of dollars I get for novels đ
I self-pubbed a mess of gay romances myself lol.
You remind me to say something I say a lot đ
Honestly the main reason your favorite really talented fanfic author hasn't filed the serial numbers off their best fic....is that they are a professional author who is doing this for fun, and if they wanted to write a novel and sell it they would simply do that.
A lot of my favorite REALLY FAMOUS authors write fic. They do it because:
-they like those characters
-they like the community
-it's a low pressure way to write where there's no deadlines or editors or worries about marketability
-they had an idea that worked best that way
-they want to do something outside the usual three-act, 80-100k structure and style
I take issue with the notion that fic is the junior leagues and if you get really good you move to novels. Nope, it's a whole different game which comes with its own rules and its own motivations. A lot of amazingly talented writers are in this space instead of on the NYT bestseller list purely because this is where they want to be. And a lot (eg Naomi Novik, Tamsyn Muir) are in both places depending on what they feel like writing at the moment.
i'll add that i turned a Reylo fic i wrote into a queer historical romance novel with a non-binary mc.
writing Reylo fanfiction on AO3 gave me the confidence to pursue writing as a career. i'm very grateful for that. and i continue to also write fanfiction... now it's silly and gay af ST. people contain multitudes.
p.s. @flippyspoon THAT'S SO COOL!
Yeah I just think itâs really rude to suggest Reylo fanfic writers are specifically undeserving or weird for getting published. If there wasnât a demand for it, they wouldnât be published. Simple as that.
@thatf-ckingfangirl well said
@spock-in-awe thanks âĽď¸ Also, isnât it kind of contradictory to call reylos âweirdosâ in one breath but then also criticize them for making âdull cishet no plotâ novels in the next? No need to tear each other down over this. Just write what you want to write (Unless itâs racist/insulting bs. Iykyk)
sad reality of the fanfic-to-published work economy is that the weirdest people are willing to do it. that's why there's now hundreds of shitty no plot cishet hate-to-love enemies-to-lovers books that are ex reylo fanfic. and it's not even good. that's because the people who wrote book-quality steve/bucky and kirk/spock fic are too normal to think to themselves "i should get this porn published". they're too busy working in local government offices
I resent this, I am not normal at all đ¤Ł
I just know perfectly well the best money is in straight romance and that isn't what I want to write, so I may as well work for kudos as for the fives of dollars I get for novels đ
I self-pubbed a mess of gay romances myself lol.
You remind me to say something I say a lot đ
Honestly the main reason your favorite really talented fanfic author hasn't filed the serial numbers off their best fic....is that they are a professional author who is doing this for fun, and if they wanted to write a novel and sell it they would simply do that.
A lot of my favorite REALLY FAMOUS authors write fic. They do it because:
-they like those characters
-they like the community
-it's a low pressure way to write where there's no deadlines or editors or worries about marketability
-they had an idea that worked best that way
-they want to do something outside the usual three-act, 80-100k structure and style
I take issue with the notion that fic is the junior leagues and if you get really good you move to novels. Nope, it's a whole different game which comes with its own rules and its own motivations. A lot of amazingly talented writers are in this space instead of on the NYT bestseller list purely because this is where they want to be. And a lot (eg Naomi Novik, Tamsyn Muir) are in both places depending on what they feel like writing at the moment.
i'll add that i turned a Reylo fic i wrote into a queer historical romance novel with a non-binary mc.
writing Reylo fanfiction on AO3 gave me the confidence to pursue writing as a career. i'm very grateful for that. and i continue to also write fanfiction... now it's silly and gay af ST. people contain multitudes.
p.s. @flippyspoon THAT'S SO COOL!
Yeah I just think itâs really rude to suggest Reylo fanfic writers are specifically undeserving or weird for getting published. If there wasnât a demand for it, they wouldnât be published. Simple as that.
Hey, so, I made up a term and wrote a whole thing. Hope you enjoy.
Inspired by the concept of liminal spaces, liminal space characters are narratively stuck, their subjectivity seemed rendered inert. They are resistant to transiting to the next phase, on the brink of possible transformation if only they could figure out the how of transforming. However, this arrested character growth is designed by skillful hands to be temporary, and the resulting arc of change is heightened by that seemingly fixedâand problematically soâstarting place.
An inherent trope among these characters is a bridging multiple worlds, identities, or contexts. They inhabit an âin-between,â a space of discomfort, uncertainty, waiting, and denial (relating to the personal, the public, or reality itself). Narratively, there might be an impending change on their horizon that they work to avoid, sacrificing pieces of their own ethical system to reach that aim. They might be running from their past actions, straddling multiple spheres of existence, or haunted by what theyâve done but unable to face the consequences. Others might be so committed to completing a task bestowed upon them they barely assess whether they are capable of even doing so. In worse emotional places are those characters who complete the task set before them, only to realize it was a horrible mistake.
At the root is their relationship to subjectivity. Who directed their understanding of self? When did that occur? Was it purposefully manipulative or purely environmental? To move through the liminal space, they must define their own subjectivity, and take control of their own identities after being buffeted by expectation, lineage, or limited opportunities.
One of the most persuasive liminal space characters of the last ten years is Ben Solo, or Kylo Ren, in the Star Wars universe. He is born under incredibly traumatic circumstances, his lineage being a splinter of the light side and the dark. Impossibly high expectations are thrust upon him before he enters the world, so too is a sinister invasion intended to corrupt him in the womb. He is purposefully kept ignorant of his grandfatherâs actions, deprived of an opportunity to come to terms with the damage wrought those decades prior. Benâs parents donât quite notice how calculating the dark side is, or avoid doing anything about this understanding, until they send him to his uncleâs Jedi Temple. Even under his Master-level uncleâs observation, Ben struggles to integrate everything that is seemingly at odds inside him; the pull to the light, the pressure of the dark. Consequently, he is left in a state of fractured identity, split between what is acceptable and unacceptable, unable to find his place in a galaxy ruled by strict binaries. This tension boils to the surface as rage, violence, hopelessness, and subservience to those he turns after his family members fail him.
Another excellent example is Spock in the Star Trek universe. He is born half human, half Vulcan, a duality that leads to lifelong struggles not only within himself, but in the galaxy, as well. While he must suppress his emotions through training and social expectation, his internal system of rationality is encouraged during his childhood on Vulcan. Despite his fatherâs choice to partner with a human woman, Sarek seems to resent Spockâs individuality. In Vulcan schools, Spock is bullied by his peers for that part of his identity of which he has no control. In a more recent iteration of Star Trek, it is revealed that Spock also has a form of dyslexia, setting him further apart from those he might otherwise find a connection with. He is a unique individual, someone whose adversities arenât recognized by those he encountersâlet alone seen and validatedâand so he is left to find a balance within himself with little support. His world is also one of defined boundaries, clear parameters for acceptable behaviors. This path isnât easy for him, especially when he seeks to relate to those he finds himself drawn to, or forced to spend time with. Depending on the era of Star Trek, he deflects the advances of those around him, or falls under the influence of an alien biologic, for example, wherein he is allowed to express emotions, and later confesses that being under the pollenâs influence was the only time he felt happy.
Both these examples share a commonality: they are pushed a certain direction in response to family obligation, social expectation, or environmental constraints. This can even go as far as childhood abuse or neglect that carries on through their lives. From the clay of their childhood experiences, the liminal space characters are taught it doesnât matter what they want for themselves; they must accept and perform an identity according to what people around them dictate as acceptable. For Ben Solo, it is dutiful Padawan to his own detriment, while as Kylo Ren, he is a conflicted tool used by those he bows to. Spock defaults to appearing as a distanced and capable science officer, hiding any internal tumult he may experience. Both have suffered for their struggles and crave relief.
For some, there is a distinct lack of agency often assigned, something that happened at the start of their journey that was entirely out of their control. Ji-Ah, a liminal space creature from Lovecraft Country, is possessed by a spirit that wreaks havoc on those she encounters. She did not consent to the spiritâs arrivalâher mother invited it in for reasons all her ownâand the human Ji-Ah loses her identity in the process. What is intriguing about this arc is how the spirit is the one to change, not the negated human within. That person was lost, replaced by a spirit who transforms for the better.
San, from Princess Mononoke, was abandoned by her parents in the forest. She was discovered by the Wolf Clan, whose leader Moro takes the human child in as her own to raise entirely as if she were a wolf. As San grows up with deep hatred of humans, she must confront the truth of her existence; that she comes from them, was abandoned by them, and now commits her life to stopping their destruction of the natural world. Her transition through the liminal looks similar to her starting place, living as a wolf, yet her internal conflict finds resolution through connecting with a human man she can trust.
To achieve their goals (which are usually not intrinsically motivated but outwardly so), they may suppress their innate tendencies. These often include compassion, empathy, tenderness, or caretaking. This leads to immense conflict, both externally as they aim to reach certain objectives, or internally as they combat or try to eliminate this intense intrinsic struggle. This conflict may cause violent behaviors, mental instability, or emotional chaos. When these characters are coded as âvillains,â they often cause intense harm to others and themselves. They do this usually out of desperation to survive, to fit in, or perhaps to avoid perceived judgement. Depending on the narrative, they are given an opportunity to make amends for this harm. But usually in western media, they are not redeemed, let alone offered the chance to atone for the damage they inflicted while they struggled to actualize as their true selves.
The heroic versions, of which the Star Trek universe has many, benefit from extra layers of character depth, which offers an arc that builds effectively over several seasons. Whether it is an android who observes humans around himself and wishes to emulate their mannerisms, or a previous human-machine hybrid forced to sever herself from the greater machine organism, these characters depend on the external to define their identities. It takes much longer for them to find that truth within themselves.
Other characters fall into a middle ground between villain and hero coding. One such example is Ed Teach, or Blackbeard, in Our Flag Means Death. He inhabits the world as a fulfillment of his own stereotypes and exaggerations. He claims to care about little and presents a bravado to match the fearsome illustrations in history books. But eventually we see his immense dissatisfaction with the role he has been performing. His liminal space, similar to the rest, is that of moving away from this project front toward authenticity.
Joel Miller, a character originated in the Last of us video game and portrayed in a streaming show of the same name, begins as a regular man. He has a daughter, a brother, a job. It is only because of horrifying circumstances that he is forced to transform. He makes himself cold, violent, and ruthless. There can be no remainder of his previous self. Until he encounters someone to protect, and protect, he does, much to his own aggravation. His circumstances are some of the most dramatic across narratives, and how he integrates, or fails to integrate, his warring selves has fascinated audiences for over a decade.
Neither of these previous two examples have conclusions in their streaming narratives at this point. Both are left on the cliffhanger of violence, of rejection of social expectation around them. Both revert to a previous state of being, but in different ways: Ed to his Blackbeard persona, Joel to his protective father role. Whatever results from these decisions (however conscious or reactionary they are), is inconsequential. And therefore, potentially read as villainous once more, buckling under the pain of the past and fear of that sufferingâs return.
The character Spike in Buffy the Vampire Slayer willingly suffers for his previous actions. Over time, he begins to recognize what he has done, takes action to make amends, and fights for his redemption. Though by the closure of the show he is deprived of what he most cravesâconnectionâhis final actions are entirely the opposite of his original ones. He countered the vampire tendencies within himself, found wholeness, and dedicated himself to a goal that was selfless.
As Spike was for some time, these characters can be confused about where they belong and crave that understanding and connection. There is a deep ache to be understood, though few of them acknowledge this desire. In fact, many go out of their way to deny it, to pretend otherwise.Â
The character of Nimona, originating in the graphic novel of the same name, traverses the murky landscape of being a shape shifter. She camouflages her deep interest in finding a companion by presenting herself as a âsidekick,â someone for the villain mastermind to rely on and trust. She is uncertain of herself, carrying the wounds of centuries past, convincing herself that violence and domination are paramount. When she bonds with her new friend in unexpected ways, her deeper needs rise to the surface. But these are frightening. It is only when she is shown radical acceptance and safety does she integrate her various parts at the end of the story.
Killian Jones in Once Upon a Time jostles between presenting his desires in a joking manner, and hiding them beneath layers of anger. He is bound by revenge and denies anything in conflict with that goal. His swagger is an exaggeration, a front or projection, which is a common detail across these stories. If he claims to be a heartless villain, no one will discover just how victimized he once was.
These characters may herald chaos or drama within the narrative, amusement or disquiet for the audience. A character like Draco Malfoy in the Harry Potter series is written from the outset as a directâif youthfulâantagonist. Yet later in the story, insight into his wounded mental and emotional state arrives, eliciting the readerâs compassion. He was inculcated in an environment of bigotry and toxic superiority, of which he must decide personally to move beyond.Â
Liminal space characters can appear unique in their behaviors and presentations when compared to those around them. Perhaps this is because of a heightened defensiveness, or anxiety, or refusal to engage with typical romantic situations.Â
For those who are deliberately off-putting and aggressive, sarcastic and aloof, or extremely isolated by design, the audience must confront their own biases, as well. When the narrative is effective, we as consumers may empathize with these struggling individuals. We may understand why they have taken the steps they have, protected themselves, lashed out at others.Â
What I love most about liminal space characters is the potential for them to heal the dueling perspectives within themselves. These characters at some point must question themselves, and when done successfully, the audience does the same: How capable are we of forming our sense of self? What does harm look like? How do we live with our mistakes? How do we shape ourselves? Is it possible to make a new choice after a long pattern of harmful behaviors? Where does this character go after discovering they have wronged so many? When is that redemptive effort enough?
Both the characters questioning themselves, and not questioning themselves (ie following external demands), may lead to feelings of loneliness and rejection. Prince Zuko of Avatar the Last Airbender rotates entirely around his fatherâs acceptance, and whatever he must do in order to receive it, he will. There is no cost too high, and he questions nothing. Until he stumbles into a bond with a supposed adversary, which begins to shift his perspective. This is a common trope within these stories, as well, the mirror opposite coming into sharp relief by comparison.
Frustratingly, there are far more male-presenting liminal space characters than female ones in the duality of Western media, so the âadversaryâ is often portrayed as female (Iâm optimistic this will change as more diverse writers share their stories). In a compulsory heterosexual context, there is potential for romance, as well. This is perceived in the canon text and also by fans through their own stories. An opposing characterâsuch as Kitara in Avatar the Last Airbender, Rey in the last Star Wars trilogy, or Captain Kirk in Star Trekâmay help these liminal space characters realize they are not a lost soul, no longer a victim to their circumstances. They can offer an opposing viewpoint: what if you took a different path? Youâre not required to stay this way. Itâs never too late.
Hope gives the liminal space characters the sense they can make new choices and change. Hope is the kernel, the light slanting through clouds, the assurance nothing is permanent, not even a limbo state of the mind.
#New character archetype unlocked #Liminal Space characters are the best characters #analysis #media
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a very important fanfic announcement
Hey. Hi. You should know Iâm making a sequel to my Kylo x Reader fic, Reply All, Please.Â
Coming soon to an AO3 near you.Â
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A Dino Place - Chapter 5: Choke
65 million years ago, Commander Mills crash landed on an uncharted planet. Stranded and stricken with grief, he was prepared to end it all...until he met you, the only other survivor of the crash. Together, there's chance for survival. But not everything is what it seems with his new companion, and the commander soon learns you have an appetite for something deeper and far more insatiable than that of the carnivorous lifeforms which rule this world.
AKA - in which hungy dinos and steamy compulsions abound (and I don't mean geysers).
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A Dino Place - Chapter 4: Sting
65 million years ago, Commander Mills crash landed on an uncharted planet. Stranded and stricken with grief, he was prepared to end it all...until he met you, the only other survivor of the crash. Together, there's chance for survival. But not everything is what it seems with his new companion, and the commander soon learns you have an appetite for something deeper and far more insatiable than that of the carnivorous lifeforms which rule this world.
AKA - in which hungy dinos and steamy compulsions abound (and I don't mean geysers).
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Read Chapter 4 on AO3
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A Dino Place (Mills x Reader) - Chapter 3
65 million years ago, Commander Mills crash landed on an uncharted planet. Stranded and stricken with grief, he was prepared to end it all...until he met you, the only other survivor of the crash. Together, there's chance for survival. But not everything is what it seems with his new companion, and the commander soon learns you have an appetite for something deeper and far more insatiable than that of the carnivorous lifeforms which rule this world.
AKA - in which hungy dinos and steamy compulsions abound (and I don't mean geysers).
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Chapter 3 is upon AO3
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