Internalized.

the problem is i really do love staying up until one billion o'clock. it just cant be helped

substance “abuse”? that can’t be right…… every substance I use was cherished

black mold and lead can’t affect me because i’m pure of heart

might fuck around and read a 600 page physical published book in one sitting like it’s 2006 and I’m being bullied in middle school so I take refuge in the library and inhale books at a frightening speed that I have not been able to replicate since

making lists is so important to me like yesssss girl let's break a large concept into manageable pieces

there’s something about becoming older where everything feels finite. summer isn’t endless, love isn’t eternal. you move homes, your favorite boots fall apart, your dog dies. everything feels consuming and beautiful when it is believed to be eternal. now it is all precious. everything. and there is a melancholy that comes with it.

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