Arwyn

nosferatu? non. VOSferatu. c'est pas mon problême

I'm really jealous of people who have the privilege of being angry actually. If I get angry, or if I'm mean, I just prove the stereotype of me right. I HAVE to be gentle, i HAVE to be kind, because if im not, they were right about me, and I'm letting my community down. Sorry if this is a me thing I think just maybe others will relate to this.

*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this

I like stpd terminology. “Illusions” sounds like I’m being tormented by a wizard

people think paranoia is tinfoil hats and conspiracy theories. but no. its an island. its being surrounded by loving people with genuine intentions and being so so so painfully lonely because you're TERRIFIED of the idea that everybody either secretly hates you or wants to hurt you. and you're convinced you deserve it anyways because you're the scum of the earth but you're still avoiding it because you're a coward who can't face the truth. it's begging people to just insult you or doxx you or hit you or whatever because you just wanna get it over with instead of sitting there anticipating 'the inevitable'. it's being attracted to people who abuse you because 'they're the only ones telling the truth'.

t shirt that says i survived hell and all i got was this stupid personality disorder

Idk why I’m weird but it could be because I have weird guy disorder

If you’re not schizo you’re not schizo posting

THE DISORDER THAT MAKES YOU WEIRD AND SCARED OF EVERYBODY