kevin day is my problematic wife

y’all might not know this about me but i am a big fan of vampires

one scene that always gets me is in the sunshine court when jeremy is sitting next to jean on his bed after their day on the beach and finding out about the ravens. jeremy knowing jean shouldn’t be alone and they’re sitting there next to each other and jean thinks that the warmth of jeremy’s body thawed the parts of him the sun couldn’t reach. jean being distracted by sounds from the kitchen but before he can move jeremy says, stay with me. and jean stays, because with jeremy beside him it’s the first time his room has ever felt truly safe and right, and jean is content to hold onto that feeling for as long as he can.

I love when a character wants to be someone's dog so so bad. Dont mean it in a sexual way (although that can also be a part of it) I mean like. Let me be your loyal companion let me stay by your side give me a purpose in exchange for endless unconditional love let me stop being a person love me like it's my only use. Love me like that's the only thing I was made for. As you can tell. I'm normal.

My heated rivalry ick in fic is when they have Shane be good at cunnilingus like I’m sorry even straight men are grossed out and/or bad at it and they like that anatomy I can see Shane WANTING objectively to be good at it because he wants a good grade in boyfriend so he can say I Am Totoally Straight tm but I just don’t buy he can get enough enthusiasm to make it good enough to counter whatever face he probably makes when confronted with that anatomy

AND THEN apparently Shane doesn’t watch porn ever I’m out 😭😭