fuck a nap i want a coma

You will never be able to hate me more than I hate myself.

Being alive is very bad for my nervous system.

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

Real intimacy is when someone wants to understand your triggers instead of blaming you for having them

and you’ll never know

how about a midnight car ride ? yes or yes

crazy how trauma isn't your fault but it's your responsibility to heal

I’ve spent my life trying to be loved, and all I’ve ever found is proof of why I’m unlovable

my whole personality is literally a disorder bro

“We’ll figure it out together” is a love language.

The flashbacks are coming back again. Why does it not end.

I can’t explain what goes on in my head anymore

today i feel very…… mmmm whats the word… bad