Did we chase the rabbit into wonderland?

I can' believe I actually went through with it, but I got a brazillian laser hair removal. I was so nervous because I don't like people looking at my body and it also meant my scars were shown. I had to wear these dark glasses, but I could see her look at my scars. She didn't say anything so it was really only awkward for me, but I managed it so much better than I thought I would. I feel like I'm growing up haha

I had to take these questionnaire things at my last mental health assessment and even though I felt good and had for a little while, it still came up that I was moderately depressed. If I feel that good and am still moderately depressed I can't wait until I'm only mildly depressed, or not depressed at all. My anxiety level was mild so that's cool. Still waiting for my results on the hope for the future one, which I think is going to be really bad.  

I've had 2 interviews to see if I'm suitable for the new DBT programme they're starting up. The lady interviewing me is so nice and I wish I could work with her, but she's pregnant and going on maternity leave soon :( They're not sure when the programme will start, or if it will even go ahead, but I actually hoping it does. I've gone 6 months now without cutting, but I know that I'm still not better. Learning new skills on how to cope with life's obstacles will be really beneficial I think. I was so against this like a year ago. I think I'm actually ready to change now. Doing this course will mean that I have to stay living in this city even though I'm finished with uni and have no other reason to stay.