希望

listening to this on a sunny afternoon makes me feel so warm and content

farewell naruto

okay but waking up in the middle of the night to soft rain and knowing you’ve still got hours to sleep, when you’re toasty warm and comfortable & sleep has made you forget all your worries and responsibilities and u go back to sleep feeling as content as ever

*breaks my own heart from thinking too much*

It gets really hard and lonely from time to time talking to people who don’t understand you. Usually, for me, it’s because they’ve never had a mental illness and that mental illness takes up most of my life and my identity now, unfortunately. So shout out to the lonely people. And also to the people who feel like their mental illness has taken over their lives and erased their sense of self: you are a whole, multifaceted person and mental illness tries to make you forget that. so hold on to what you used to be able to do. remind yourself that when your condition improves, which it is highly likely that it will in one way or another, you will be able to expand as an individual once again - if that’s what you seek. you won’t always be defined by this illness. in fact, there may be parts of you that people can still see despite it. hold on to that…

my anxiety has a loophole that if somebody is else is equally or more uncomfortable I develop the sudden ability to Do The Thing

i cant go and ask for more ketchup for myself but if my friend wants more ketchup im out of my seat in a second