i'm not here

My ask is closed, and I am on hiatus until further notice.

yep it's official it's going around again I'm going to be sick I'm taking a break for possibly a few months who knows

I wonder if I can find one of those themes that requires a password or something before people can look at my blog

bruh do you know how tempting it is to delete my blog and remake like this is how strong I feel about this damn post

okay I've turned my asks off for a little while until I know that's not going around again thanks again to that one person for being understanding I appreciate you a lot <3

I'm going to leave my ask on for just a few more minutes but then it's off because I don't want this again

oh my god there are people on my blog brought here from that post no no no no please I'm begging you

IS THAT POST WHY MY NOTIFICATIONS ARENT SHOWING UP ON MY XKIT APP??? oh god

I got an ask about my hotel post =))))) it's been about a year and a half and 7 different urls later =)))) all the regret I have for make that post has come surging up on top of everything else =)))))

I'm having lemonade for dinner because it's pretty much the only edible thing I bought with my money in this house and I refuse to eat anything they bought

I've been thinking about it for a while when maybe when I can manage it my might tattoo might be "Keep going." or "Keep moving forward." I'm not sure which yet

some days like today I ask myself why I keep going when I just want to give up but then I get so much love pouring in from my friends and they're the reason I keep going I don't deserve them at all but they make dragging through each day worth it