Eat My Heart Out.

I want to start off by saying thank you. Thank you for being there when I needed you at 2 am and no one else could be bothered. Thank you for all the times you made me laugh while tears were running down my face. Thank you for never being to busy for me and always making time for me. Thank you for all the memories you gave me. But mostly I want to thank you for helping me become to person I am today. I also what you to know how much I hate you. I hate you for what you said to me. I hate you for putting me in such a low spot in my life. I hate you for becoming the person I cry over at night. But mostly I hate you for walking out of my life and not thinking it would have any effect on my everyday life. What I NEED you to know is I think about you everyday. About our years of friendship that just got thrown away like they were nothing. I need you to know that when big things happen in my life your still one of the first people I want to call. I need you to know that I’m not sorry for any of our past that has brought us to this point. But mostly I need you to know that I still miss my best friend. This letter is not meant to make you feel bad for what has happened or to make you feel sorry for me. This letter is to make me feel better. This is not an apology. It is simply a letter to a list best friend. - Your lost best friend

— C. JoyBell C. (via naturaekos)