#zombiejace

i'm proud of u for putting your mental health before your job!! that is such a difficult thing to do and i know that i sometimes struggle with it myself but it is so worth it and so incredibly important. I've had my fair share of breakdowns over not having enough time for both work and school, it's not fun. So the fact that you're giving yourself the space to breathe and look after yourself is great!! you're definitely gonna be ok :)

thank you so much god it means so much to hear that i’m on the right path. like, if anyone else came to me with this i would immediately be like yeah, you deserve to put yourself first and make sure you’re doing okay, but the moment it’s me it’s so fucking hard to tell that to myself. :( i really needed to hear that it was gonna be okay 💜

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Definitely self care comes first. I tried working full time and doing school and it was so hard that I did break down and flunked out of three classes on top of missing a final because I missed the bus stop. Humans aren't meant to do both, that's just too much! You got this!

You know I was thinking this too?? Like I get, as a bi, that maybe he just has a stronger preference for woman because you know Chloe, but at the same time where is the flirting with men??? I was hoping we’d get something between him and Marcus, but no. Sad, really. Either faceless male lovers or ones that are killed right after  😑

Yeah :/. I still think getting a bi male protagonist is big, because lbr, it’s not the same for writers to make a secondary character like Maze queer, than doing the same with Lucifer, given that everything in the story is supposed to revolve around HIM. Like, there’s still different “levels” of how much writers are willing to deviate from white, male, cishet characters in some narrative positions, and Lucifer, as the protagonist in a majority straight verse, IS an exception. But it’s significant that we DON’T see him with men, period (like there’s some need in the writing team of ~protecting his image like that ugh), that so far his bisexuality has being treated as another one of his ~quirks (still better than the very possible alternative of “oh it’s ‘cause he is the devil and thus amoral” tho). 

The more shows I watch the more I get the feeling that making a character queer is a sign that the writers don’t care as much for them, tbh, because it’s something they’re rarely willing to do with characters they feel as their number one. The only other exception I can think of right now is Sara Lance (and I don’t watch her show so I could be wrong), and for what I remember of her S2 arc in Arrow, she’s basically a miracle of a character that couldn’t have been possible in any other ‘verse I know. Galaxies basically had to align for her to happen the way she did IMO.