#zombie rabbit

We always invalidate our chronic pain because usually we just push through the pain and do what we have to in this horrible environment.. but it's easier that the bodies mom knows we need a cane to get around, but everyone else doesn't know but we're shocked that she's nice about us using a cane and yet still doesn't believe we're disabled?? Like our mental disabilities aren't fucking real I guess? And our chronic pain isn't real, and I'm sick of hearing people say take ibuprofen (it's not meant for chronic pain that's more than likely fibromyalgia because the symptoms line up..) also working out we can't do it makes it worse.. or when ur constantly in pain and never have energy to wake up or feed yourself and we can't even eat most days can't afford it. And only eat a few days out of the week because they sometimes cook stuff we can eat. So it doesn't help. I had horrible flare-ups all night and am still now at 8 am. I want to rip my muscles and bones out from my lower back down to my feet it's so bad.. used most energy to shower and make a drink of coke zero.. and I don't have the energy to do basic stuff, let alone clean this whole house. I think we're going to be in bed all day.. and we will probably get shit for it.. cant fucking win.. need our cane to get around the house just ahggh.. fuck this body and fuck this "family" >:[