#ymbf

"You're my best friend" 💕

Lately I've been thinking about John waiting to become a dad while staying at Ridge Farm with the band. We see him quite cheerful and cheeky as always during the visit of the Music Life crew (in the pics by Watal Asanuma), but I wanted to imagine him having a moment of homesickness and worry about his wife and the incoming baby, writing "You're my best friend" about them. I'm sure all the boys had been supportive at the time, trying to lift his mood whenever they could 💖 John is always such a mystery and there are so many things and thoughts we don't know, I really wonder how he felt at the time as he had to be away from his young and pregnant wife 🥺

This is also the occasional comic page I try to sketch, very rough and quick but always useful to refresh my knowledge. I hope you'll like it!

"We dated."

"When?"

Magnus lets out a tired chuckle. "I really can’t give you a time stamp, Alexander."

"So, you dated her more than once," Alec says, his voice tight.

"It’s not uncommon among immortals," Magnus says, shrugging.

Alec's jaw tightens. "Do you think you’d date her again?"

Magnus blinks at him, suddenly exhausted. "Alec, what is the point of this interrogation?"

You’re My Best Friend | Part Seventeen

“You’re the best friend that I’ve ever had. I’ve been with you such a long time, you’re my sunshine.” 

College is supposed to be the best few years of your life, but it hardly feels like that for Hyunjin. He should be thrilled to be on the school’s elite dance team, and yet he’s more concerned about his best friend falling in love with another member. He only cares so much because he wants the best for her though, right? 

Stray Kids Social Media & College AU | Best Friend and Dancer ! Hyunjin | Updates Wednesdays

Like, their art, or blog post, or stories just got me through so many dark times.

Through anxiety spikes and bipolar manic episodes.

Cause I do. Like @sweet-ladyy @theballetslippertheblackhoodie @rogerina-deacon @blushmis @winkletinkler you’ve done so much for me and helped me see a little light in my darkness.

Even when you’ve had your own challenges in life, you still give so much time and effort into your work and that means so much

I can never thank you enough for reminding me how not every corner of the internet is pure hate.

Thank you so much

So…on Saturday at about 8pm, she posted Chapter 16.2 of her You’re my Best Friend series. I didn’t read the chapter until 10 and then I couldn’t sleep and stayed up texting a friend (which is why I was awake for this whole fiasco).

At midnight, she updated her book on Wattpad, adding a new chapter titled “it’s been real” that said,

“ymbf series and bohemian rhapsody book are discontinued and will be deleted sometime soon. thank you for reading <3″

Fans of series started commenting and asking her why it was ending and pleading her not to give up on it (and I was doing this myself). A little while later, I messaged her with a long message that pleaded with her to continue the story, possibly take a break if hate is getting to her, and to think about what she is doing before she deletes everything. 

She thanked me for my support and replied with “Its just hard to stay motivated when hours of time is spent on something and then people talk shit about it. Its not very uplifting” That was at 1:15 in the morning.

I woke up at about 8:45 on Sunday morning and sent her another message pleading with her to remember the hundreds of people who loved her story and supported her and where everything was heading. I also told her that if she did stop writing her story and deleted everything, then the haters would win and that she was stronger than them. 

She replied, “I just don’t feel like sharing my story anymore”.

I asked her why.

She responded with, “because it’s not worth sharing anymore”.

Then, I started getting replies to my post about being devastated that the story was ending. One of them said that they couldn’t find anything after Chapter 13 on her blog. 

I went to look and as I refreshed the page multiple times, I realized that since early that morning she was deleting EVERYTHING off of her blog. The chapters to her stories (including Love of My Life which didn’t have much to do with YMBF), all of the asks whether they were about her writing or not, and every borhap or queen related post she had made or reblogged. Leaving her blog completely empty and unfindable with a simple search.

The blog is still there, but there isn’t anything on it. 

If there are writers anywhere on the internet and you send hate to them, you’re a dick. There are people who love that writing and if you don’t like it JUST STOP READING IT. That’s it. It’s that simple. Don’t make the author feel so bad that something like this happens. That’s NOT the point. It just sucks that this is what happens when people are given anonymity on the internet. Fuck them. This was such a good thing in a lot of people’s lives and now it’s taken away from the rest of us who respected her and the story.