#blushmis

I'm not sure what happened since last night but now @blushmis deleted everything and it makes me sad 😥.

I don't always agree with the paths her stories take, but that's how life is. Do you stop watching a movie or a tv show just because is not going where you want to? Do you think all stories should be predictable and with happy endings?

What I think is important is that she makes me feel stuff and not all writers can achieve that. Her stories are believable and her characters are really human and relatable.

I was really enjoying ymbf and was looking forward to the next chapter.

Btw You’re My Best Friend is so good why aren’t you reading it yet!!

I guess the following is a @blushmis review with lots of love

So…on Saturday at about 8pm, she posted Chapter 16.2 of her You’re my Best Friend series. I didn’t read the chapter until 10 and then I couldn’t sleep and stayed up texting a friend (which is why I was awake for this whole fiasco).

At midnight, she updated her book on Wattpad, adding a new chapter titled “it’s been real” that said,

“ymbf series and bohemian rhapsody book are discontinued and will be deleted sometime soon. thank you for reading <3″

Fans of series started commenting and asking her why it was ending and pleading her not to give up on it (and I was doing this myself). A little while later, I messaged her with a long message that pleaded with her to continue the story, possibly take a break if hate is getting to her, and to think about what she is doing before she deletes everything. 

She thanked me for my support and replied with “Its just hard to stay motivated when hours of time is spent on something and then people talk shit about it. Its not very uplifting” That was at 1:15 in the morning.

I woke up at about 8:45 on Sunday morning and sent her another message pleading with her to remember the hundreds of people who loved her story and supported her and where everything was heading. I also told her that if she did stop writing her story and deleted everything, then the haters would win and that she was stronger than them. 

She replied, “I just don’t feel like sharing my story anymore”.

I asked her why.

She responded with, “because it’s not worth sharing anymore”.

Then, I started getting replies to my post about being devastated that the story was ending. One of them said that they couldn’t find anything after Chapter 13 on her blog. 

I went to look and as I refreshed the page multiple times, I realized that since early that morning she was deleting EVERYTHING off of her blog. The chapters to her stories (including Love of My Life which didn’t have much to do with YMBF), all of the asks whether they were about her writing or not, and every borhap or queen related post she had made or reblogged. Leaving her blog completely empty and unfindable with a simple search.

The blog is still there, but there isn’t anything on it. 

If there are writers anywhere on the internet and you send hate to them, you’re a dick. There are people who love that writing and if you don’t like it JUST STOP READING IT. That’s it. It’s that simple. Don’t make the author feel so bad that something like this happens. That’s NOT the point. It just sucks that this is what happens when people are given anonymity on the internet. Fuck them. This was such a good thing in a lot of people’s lives and now it’s taken away from the rest of us who respected her and the story. 

So, I just headed over to Kayla's (@blushmis) blog to read my absolute favorite slow burn fic ever and was devastated to find out that ymbf, along with all her other work, is gone.

Honestly if you think it's ok to mistreat someone who is dedicating their time and effort to write amazing fics FOR FREE, then gtfo.

If you didn't like the way her story was heading you could've just stopped reading. Nobody was forcing you to read. If you don't like something, you shouldn't invest your time on it, but you sure as hell shouldn't hate on its creator either.

I'm hoping and praying that she comes back, cause honestly her blog was such a ray of sunshine when life felt shitty and seeing her gone has absolutely devastated me. Shame on anyone who attacked her. This is so sad and it just goed to show how some fandoms can take something beautiful and make it toxic.