#halomis

So…on Saturday at about 8pm, she posted Chapter 16.2 of her You’re my Best Friend series. I didn’t read the chapter until 10 and then I couldn’t sleep and stayed up texting a friend (which is why I was awake for this whole fiasco).

At midnight, she updated her book on Wattpad, adding a new chapter titled “it’s been real” that said,

“ymbf series and bohemian rhapsody book are discontinued and will be deleted sometime soon. thank you for reading <3″

Fans of series started commenting and asking her why it was ending and pleading her not to give up on it (and I was doing this myself). A little while later, I messaged her with a long message that pleaded with her to continue the story, possibly take a break if hate is getting to her, and to think about what she is doing before she deletes everything. 

She thanked me for my support and replied with “Its just hard to stay motivated when hours of time is spent on something and then people talk shit about it. Its not very uplifting” That was at 1:15 in the morning.

I woke up at about 8:45 on Sunday morning and sent her another message pleading with her to remember the hundreds of people who loved her story and supported her and where everything was heading. I also told her that if she did stop writing her story and deleted everything, then the haters would win and that she was stronger than them. 

She replied, “I just don’t feel like sharing my story anymore”.

I asked her why.

She responded with, “because it’s not worth sharing anymore”.

Then, I started getting replies to my post about being devastated that the story was ending. One of them said that they couldn’t find anything after Chapter 13 on her blog. 

I went to look and as I refreshed the page multiple times, I realized that since early that morning she was deleting EVERYTHING off of her blog. The chapters to her stories (including Love of My Life which didn’t have much to do with YMBF), all of the asks whether they were about her writing or not, and every borhap or queen related post she had made or reblogged. Leaving her blog completely empty and unfindable with a simple search.

The blog is still there, but there isn’t anything on it. 

If there are writers anywhere on the internet and you send hate to them, you’re a dick. There are people who love that writing and if you don’t like it JUST STOP READING IT. That’s it. It’s that simple. Don’t make the author feel so bad that something like this happens. That’s NOT the point. It just sucks that this is what happens when people are given anonymity on the internet. Fuck them. This was such a good thing in a lot of people’s lives and now it’s taken away from the rest of us who respected her and the story.