#yan!!posting

hey. hey, pay attention to me. don't you want to spend time together? yeah? so why don't you let me join you? don't you like me? nobody cares about you like i do, nor do they know you like i do, so why spend time with anyone else? i'm all you'll ever need, so just focus on me instead. what could possibly be more important to you?

not being able to be around him 24/7 is going to kill me one day. i can't bare to see him with anybody else, i want to follow him into his lectures and never let him leave my sight, i want to stuff myself into his suitcases whenever he needs to leave the country, i want to give him a little gift with a camera so i can see everything he does even when he thinks i am not there, i want to be able to exist in his presence only and nobody else.

i'm not kidding when i say i want to lock you away and keep you to myself. if i could, i'd never let anyone else see you. i'd take care of you and keep you well so you have no reason to leave. you would belong to me entirely. i'll give you everything if you surrender yourself to me.

sorry for following you everywhere like a lost puppy, i may or may not have devoted my entire existence to adoring you

sorry for trying to kill myself when you talked to someone else, do you still think i'm cute?

if you so much as mention another person again, i will make you watch them die. you're mine in every sense of the word; you will never belong in anyone else's company or thoughts. whoever takes your attention from me doesn't deserve to be remembered as anything more than a stain. so just forget about them, okay?