#xaddy

The room is dark save for the lone mage light illuminating Xaden's desk. He sits hunched over it, pen in hand, writing away. I stand in the open doorway, staring at him. Gods he looks so tired. It's riddled within his very bones. The way he can barely keep his eyes open, his hair tangled, and unruly, his skin seemingly leached of it's usual colour, they're all signs that he's drowning in everything. My heart aches for him, and I just wish I knew how to help him.

I knock lightly on the door. Without moving he replies, "Hey, love. What are you still doing up?"

"Waiting for you to come to bed,"

He sighs deeply, closing his eyes as if in prayer. "You know I can't do that, love." Xaden doesn't sound annoyed, he sounds regretful. "I'm sorry. I wish things were different, but I have so much to do, and it unfortunately can't wait"

I don't blame him, but a small part of me still wilts. I walk over to where he's sitting, hugging him from behind. He's so tall I barely have to lean down to wrap my arms around his shoulders. I land a lingering kiss on his cheek before straightening up.

"I wish I could be more useful, like actually contribute in some way that would take a load off your shoulders"

His left hand comes up to hold mine that was draped over his collarbone. "Love, you just being here helps me. I cannot tell you how much you mean to me." he turns to look at me like I hung the stars.

I hum, not truly satisfied with the answer, "You know, maybe I can't help the Duke of Tyrrendor—"

His face scrunches up adorably when I use his title.

"—but perhaps I can help my boyfriend"

"I don't follow"

"Let me take care of you." I nod at the quite obvious bulge he's been subtly trying to hide under the desk.

Xaden sighs, hanging his head. "I was hoping you wouldn't notice"

"Kind of hard not to. Pun intended"

He scoffs, but the small smile he smothers betrays his amusement. "I'm sorry, my love, I just can't help it when you look like this"

"Nothing to apologise for. Most woman would kill for a guy who gets stiff when she's put in no effort"

He takes my hand, kissing the back of it like some cheesy romance novel with a princess and her knight in shining armour. "If anyone thought you didn't look amazing like this, they'd have to be criminally insane—" He starts pressing kisses to my jaw in between words. "—because you are absolutely breathtaking."

"So if Garrick happened to see me in these pajamas, and got a hard on, you wouldn't kill him?"

"He'd be dead before he hit the floor." the words are sharp, and serious, which makes it that much more amusing.

"Is it wrong that I love the overly protective slash jealous side of you?"

"I don't think so, but I'm also heavily biased"

"Hmm. Come on, get up." I grab both of his hands and lean back. He comes willingly albeit confused.

"Why?"

I smile with saccharine sweetness, but don't give a verbal answer. Instead, I tug him closer by his belt, and begin to unbuckle it.

"Oh, love," he starts, placing his hands on mine to stop me, "I want nothing more than to take you on the bed, and you have no idea how much it pains me to say this, but I don't have time"

"You trust me, right?" I ask, ignoring him completely.

"Beyond a shadow of a doubt"

"Good, now hush." I push him back into his chair now that his pants have been removed.

He rolls his eyes at my antics, but complies nonetheless. "I'm serious, we can't have sex right—" his words peter out when I take off my shirt, shortly followed by a loose pair of boxers I stole from Xaden.

"What were you saying?"

His gaze appraises me, jumping around as if he can't decide what to focus on. "I suddenly can't remember"

I sit down on his lap, smirking at how his pupils dilate even further to the point you can barely see any gold flecks in his irises.

"Is that so?" His hands immediately go to my hips, pulling me onto him.

I line up my entrance with the head of his cock, promptly sinking down. It's almost embarrassing how easily he slides in. He groans softly into my neck, shallowly thrusting up into me.

"Darling, as much as I'm enjoying this, I didn't come here to distract you"

"You didn't?"

I can't tell if he sounds offended, or disappointed. "No, I didn't. You've got a lot of work to do, which as you said, can't wait. I'm just here to keep you company." I wrap my arms around him once again, resting my head on his chest.

"Fuck my life," he groans, staring at the ceiling.

"If you finish it quickly they'll be time for us to do more than this." I clench around him, causing his eyes to flutter shut, and he swallows hard.

"Besides, there's a set in the cupboard that I've been dying to show you; it covers absolutely nothing."

His jaw clenches, and his grip on me tightens.

"Mainly because it's just a necklace with your initials on it."

His head leans back while he mentally curses every god and goddess to have ever existed for putting him in this situation.

"Is this information supposed to help me concentrate on the paperwork?."

Inside, I'm practically on the floor, dying of laughter, but I maintain a cool indifference. "Work. Do it. Now Riorson"

He sighs deeply, "You are going to be the death of me"

"You are going to be the death of me if you don't hurry up." I roll my hips on him, and he tugs me impossibly closer, brows furrowed as he tries to breathe through it. "I bought new cuffs too"

That breaks him instantly, all pretenses of accomplishing work demolished with five words. He scoops me up with him, changing the position entirely too quickly, making us both gasp at the sudden loss, though he snaps out of if, taking me to the bed and pushing back in all the way.

"Fuck it. Count Tecarus can bite me"

"If Count Tecarus bites you, he's going to be the one dead before he hits the floor"

"You're right, the protective thing is really hot"

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