Sep 11, 2019
im converting and i wanna create a bookmark for my studies. would it be okay to write a prayer on it? if so, does anyone have a suggestion?
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im converting and i wanna create a bookmark for my studies. would it be okay to write a prayer on it? if so, does anyone have a suggestion?
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Lord, I'm sorry for all those times I got upset when you removed people from my life that were not meant to be there. I now understand why you did, thank you.
Most recently....
I could probably write an endless stream of pages on background and catch up. However, the thought of that bores me to death, while simultaneously terrifying me. While this year has across the board been one of the best years ever, the past few months have been quiet difficult. Emotionally just a crazy derailed roller coaster.
I can confidently say that I've spent a fair amount of time in awe at how life just seems to play out. I’ve constantly been trying to dissect how its possible to be so completely and overwhelmingly happy while also feeling so empty. Its as if the happiness I genuinely feel merely dances a top this pool of infinite sadness and restlessness.
Almost as if no matter how much happiness I acquire there will never be enough to over power the shadow of darkness that has become my own. That is my battle, my struggle, my nuclear war. Myself against this looming darkness.
Most recently my living situation (parent’s basement) and leaving a job that I absolutely adored really had me rocked. Hit me square in the chest. This idea of the independence I believed I possessed was slipping right through my finger tips, like paint on the hands of a finger painting toddler. Unavoidable and messy.
Determined to finish this year off strong, able to truly say that despite this small hick up, 2016 has been the best year ever. I’m focusing my energy into making its through the next month and a half as positively as possible. I am humbly seeking through prayer for acceptance of what is to come, and strength to get through whatever consequence lie before me. I ask to harvest and show love for myself and my person in times of sorrow if they should come.
I vow to rebalance the energy of my person. I will regain control of my independence and I will learn the lessons that the universe is setting before me......
.......After that I’m going balls to the fucking walls.
Lord have mercy on us ..you're in control gives us light in this darkness hovering us be the Center Jesus i love you...
Day One
Dear God, I feel so useless. Every time I pray to you I feel like you're not listening which is crazy bc I know you are and I'm just not seeing the results I want but,ya know, God's time is always something I've struggled with. I don't quite understand it, but I'm really trying. I'm doing nothing rn. Literally. I'm not doing anything with the life You gave me. I'm just sitting here, waiting for my life to begin, for things to get better, but I feel like I should be doing more. I mean, I probably should be doing more bc, well, sloth is a sin, but what? What is it You want me to do? I tried doing what I thought You wanted me to do but then I failed or maybe I need to wait bc God's time (yet again) or maybe it's not what you want at all. I wish you could just sit next to me and tell me but you can't so I'm gonna try to listen to you better. The whole reason I'm doing this written thing is because You gave me the gift of being able to write, even if it's not that evident from this. Should I be doing more writing? Is that what You want for me? God, I'm lost. I stuck. I'm bored. I want to be better, for You. Please help me. I can literally feel you making my soul lighter as we speak (or should I say while I write). I know this was right. God's time. Look for the Lord's light to guide your path. He will always tell you what He wants if you are just still enough to listen. God, give me direction so I may lead my life in the path You want for me. This was a super selfish prayer I'm just realizing now, so please give me the strength to cast my pride aside so I may be humble and, more importantly, as always help Venezuela and all other victims of corruption. Give wisdom to all leaders so they may rule justly and strength and bravery to those who must rise against injustice. Feed the hungry, heal the sick, or please lead us to do just that. God, please, help the Venezuelan people in this time of turmoil, and please let there not be any more blood spilt. On a side note, St. Rosalia, my patron, watch over my home town and especially my family. Keep our people safe and healthy, like you always have. And, God, thank you. Thank you for all you have me today and always. Thank you for this great family and thank you for Your eternal mercy. In God's name we pray, Amen.
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Hey Peter, I was wondering what your thoughts were on written prayer, and having that repeated multiple times throughout the week or every day. I find it helpful to maintain that I actually pray with intention for certain person. But does it lose its quality when it is repeated so many times? Or is it the intention that still reaches The Lord?
Honest, sincere prayer is what God wants. If you need to carry something around as a reminder, I'd go for it. It's not the prayer itself that has the power anyways, it's God. If you've found that a tool like that helps you be more faithful, use it!
Of course you don't want it to be vain repetition or mindless prayer, but that's not what I'm hearing you talk about. Be humble. Be faithful. God will come through.
He's my inspiration.
My grandfather is 93 years old, and he has fought in and survived a war, and has beaten cancer twice in his life. He has lived on and loved after the love of his life, my grandmother, died twenty years ago. As his memory fades, his personality and spirit is as strong as ever. I hope the doctors think about that before telling us this hip break and surgery may "do him in". He’s the strongest man I know, emotionally and physically, and I refuse to believe he will let this be the way he goes. I love you, Grandpa, and I know you still have so much more living to do. You’ve got this :)
My first written prayer
Dear Heavenly Father,
Please help me to lay down my life at your feet and give you access to every facet of my heart. Let me truly surrender unto you my joys, struggles, successes, failures, loves and heartaches. Let me entrust you with them so that you may call them forth into something great. I realize that this isn't the reality of my life but I want it to be. Penetrate my heart, search me and fill me with your love, kindness, strength and patience. Give me the strength to surrender to your ruling control in every area of my life. Let me be honest and faithful and true so that one day my future husband will look at me and say that she is undoubtably a woman of God.
Amen.