#writeblrina

I owe the demons in my head

A debt in blood

Hold me because I'm the only one

I've ever needed protection from

Hold me until our souls meet

So our connection never severs us

I could never get enough

Born with the heart of an angel

But I got the devils luck

Hold me until I level up

I might be down for now

But Im headed up

Forever could never measure up

In my head unless its us

Hold me just because

I been running since God

Blew breath in us

So I don't sleep

But I keep both weapons up

Hold me before the darkness

That threatens us catches up

And catches us

Hold me close

because in those moments

that is the best of us

Regardless of how hard life gets

Or how badly we mess it up

Or how much it stresses us

Till were old and collecting dust

And I never fell without getting up

So I got you... Like you got me

Blessed since we fell in love

Forever until the reaper of death

Finally settles up,

here's to hoping he never does

Forever love

Yours truly

You truly make us

....a better us.

Please come home safe to me.

Throw the devil out the window

and be my angel please

Free me from my past

And these demons always chasing me

So many before you

would be far less than they claim to be

Like they came to me to make me breathe

Just to strangle me....

So it left an empty space

And no one felt safe to me

But we made love that we thought

was only make believe ...

safety from complacency

Where I was living out my dangerous dreams

Unafraid of dangerous things

Where "it could always be worse"

Was the only cliche

That they could say to me

And I distrusted everything

Cuz nothing was the way it seemed

and I thought I was saving you

but you ended up saving me

and ill never be the same

forever yours forever mine

As we slide sideways

through this crazy life

Together aimlessly

Devine Theory

You came out of thin air..

Love incarnate

Synchronic

Melodic time space.

While I was dying

Mind waste...

You are my right on time,

redefining the cyclic design

That I made.

I am yours and you are mine

Until time breaks.

Devine Theory

is trusting them with the parts of you...

That noone else will ever know.

DT

Softly brush across

the back of my neck...

The nerves under my skin

React in typical fashion

And succumb to the madness

in response to the magic

of that special touch

that you have

That leaves me

With that spellbound effect...

Before they found their place

Amongst the hopes and dreams

I keep locked safely

in my head

Where I had to evict those

living rent free

That would pretend to be

Friends of me

Enemies in sheep's clothes

That would promise the most

But would aim to work

Against me instead

Now I slide Sideways

To my next life

Damage control to make

This my best life

Sometimes when I miss her

her ghost will appear

at my bedside

To remind me

That when im lost

She will still find me

In the next life...

I am just a deer

in her headlights

Our bond to grow stronger...

That continuously showing up

Would make the heart grow fonder ..

That our struggles would only bring us closer

That we would keep choosing each other when we chose to get sober....

My, "its never over"

My four leaf clover

My lucky penny

My no limit soldier....

Devine Theory

As we are ALL gods

When we created demons

To take the responsibility

Away from ourselves

To make excuses

For the fires

That we have reigned

Upon our heaven

Creating our own hell.

in my darkness lately

Thinking of ways to show

Gratitude to the creator

that made me

I think he gave me directions

to her heart

Blessed by her essence

That Illuminates my art

I show her the lighter side of me

For fear that if I brought her

into my dark side

It would surely tear us apart

She doesn't know

how beautiful she is

And that's the unusual part

Lost in her mind

She is the cosmos

And I am paralyzed

Behind the bars that guard

My darkened and scarred parts

I love her like...

I've never known love before

Except of course,

for ours

Mesmerized by the stars

in her eyes

Now the space between

This cold existence

And paradice on elysium

never seemed so far apart

And I am just another

tortured soul

Trying to find heaven

A place thought lost to him

Who would have thought

Thru the process

of finding you

I'd have just wandered in...😁

Attempting to belong again

In a world I dont long to be in

But her lips are intoxicating

And im Addicted

because when my spirit is low

her kiss can lift it

Her touch is like...

... life everlasting

And now To imagine mine

without her in it now

is pure madness

And already

I would sacrifice

a part of my souls magic

Just For hers to have it

My gorgeous affliction

Empathic compassion

Without you

I am mystical cynical

Sadness

With you

I am at my pinnacle

We are intergalactic

Criminal status

Residual static

Waking up from an overdose

And Already I need her close

She is my habit

I admit that im

An addict

that can't wait to have it

Infinite passion

I work my magic

To open her floodgates

and grant me passage

As my ravenous eyes

Weigh the risk

Of loving her

Against the possibility

Of us turning savagely tragic

Our dark love

Is a mutany

The establishments rebellion

Together we are Hell with a pen

Heaven sent

Defiant fallen angels

A pick with a black fist

A man on fire

Can of gas

and some matches

As she burns down

my world of matchsticks

I found her sifting

through my ashes

Inhibitions crashing

Inner rhythm matching

And all she did

Was end up in my passing

Now shes

'end up' in my backseat

Im her captive now

Years later we tell the story

And always end it laughing

I can't pretend

she doesn't have me

Head on my chest

Her soul is like....

like.... fireflies

against the midnight sky

on acid

And our stars

are so close

you could reach out

and grab them

she is the sun to me

As it rises on the horizon

I can look into her eyes

And my Words escape me

Synchronicities

Blissfull memories

add to the sum of fate

in this place I once thought

was make believe

Her presence calms

the tidal waves

that threaten to overtake me

As I am anchored in my storms rage

Faith thru the daYs that I can navigate thru my storm safely

Pray for me as I love

as if I've never seen my breaking

That I can survive this unmaking

As I am remade the image

of a phoenix

emerging from my ashes

burnt by everything tragic

And all the bad shit

That comes from

surviving the savage wrath

with noone on my back

and everything attacking

and taken thru my awakening

My unmaking

The remade free

By my captors kiss

like ...

I've never known love like this

Her smile is like

.... french vanilla caffeine

In Monday morning traffic...