#wrintings

- stedi

Hmm so I'd repeatedly allow you in again, Everytime,even if you showed me how toxic you're for me,even if all signs clearly converged to the fact that you don't care, It's like you also want to prove something, it's like you'd shoot me ,I'd recover and hand back the loaded gun. I'd allow you to eat my insides and poison my brain to the point where it literally felt like it was going to explode. I'd tell you about my problems only to hear that you understand but Don't have the time for shit like that cause you're too tired. you'd say that you were busy but I'd find you online during your worktime and my texts and calls unanswered. I'd put aside anything I was doing to answer your texts and calls, and hear about your problems, trying to solve things together. But when it was my turn you were never there which lead me to a point where I'd rather keep everything inside. I could feel like I was only a damn backup ,take out of your pockets when you needed me and putting me back there when you got other people around you. You've cause severe hurt to my now,stone cold heart. So, I write things like this to try and ease the pain ,calm the demons inside of me and make it to sunrise. //• #love #paints #wrintings #instagood #grunge #grungeaesthetic #nightigers https://www.instagram.com/p/Bl0u_EClSdj/?igshid=oxefhc1z95s4

Anxiety

“Look at my husband, he is so beautiful. See how he makes me laugh”

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A secret Place (Megadeth)