#violate

I want to scratch my lips off, claw st my face till the only thing I feel is pain of my skin falling off. Id rather dislocate my shoulder than have to go through that again.

It's assault, well, thats what I've been told, but it was just a kiss, so much people have gone through worse so I don't have any right to complain, thats not fair to real victims... Yet everyoke tells me I am a victim too

I remember it, I was drunk, but I remember and gosh do I hate that I remember, it replays in my head, a song stuck on repeat and I can't turn it off no matter what. It's scary, it's terrifying because I had no control, in that moment I couldn't move, I just sat there and I knew it was happening yet I couldn't do anything.

I want to ignore it, I want to forget it happened but it's all I can think of, and I can't even tell my parents

-@tainted-harm0n