france is such a stupid country i'm currently in the waiting room to ACCESS a website so i can make an appointment to go to the place turn in paperwork (that i already filled out) so they can give me more paperwork so that i can get my visa. how the fuck does this country function

Nothing worse than getting into a very tiny fandom with no one to talk to about it...so grateful that finnpoe is a massive kingdom comepared to some of these. *looks at my tiny fandoms sadly*

what they don't tell you about translation is that it takes SO FUCKING LONG i've been working for two hours and i've done.. like five lines of text???

it's summer and it's warm out and i'm going back to college and socialize with young people and i still have to dress like a guy:( why do the gods hate me so

ughhhh i can't do this anymore. i was taking a bath, and i saw myself in the metal faucet thing, and with my naked chest and thick hairy legs, i just looked.... so viscerally, cartoonishly wrong. and i've actually never felt like that before- sometimes i even like my body!- but today, i just feel like an alien, or something gross and inhuman. please gods how long until i get to be a girl (or at least no longer a guy)?????

making art is so strange. making personal, vulnerable art is even stranger. like here's all of my deepest darkest most horrifying thoughts and experiences vomited onto a page/ turned into music/ etc, hope you enjoy! here's all the worst parts of myself i'm afraid to show people even those i love and trust, hope you find it beautiful and aesthetic!