#void journey

I honestly manifested the perfect man too?? The only downside is he lives 2 hours away AND I have to take a ferry. (That costs a lot)

BUT he’s soo handsome?? He’s really strong, and he’s smart and he can drive really well (a big pet peeve for me is people with cars who as had their license for a while and still can’t drive🤦🏽‍♀️) ohhhh and he’s an amazing cook!!!!

He’s got all the qualities I want in a man and he’s good in bed🤭🤭

All I did was imagine someone holding me and feeling warm and content as I fell asleep for less than a month before we met?? I also listened to some self concept subliminals which really helped me a lot:)

And so I bought a fortune cake.. aaandd

Early in the morning, I woke up, but was still tired so I just looked at my ceiling for a short while. Then I decided to try to LD again and i closed my eyes and almost tried forcing myself to fall asleep but instead I entered the Void. And.. it was so easy??

I didn’t even really get that I was in the void. Like every other time I’ve entered that state it just feels like an in between state kind of. I feel completely like I’m 100% me, but like- more like a newly opened document with just an idea scribbled down.

I didn’t affirm for anything. Was just a bit annoyed I didn’t LD. so I decided to just wake up again:( shouldn’t have done that but whatever

("You bitches" being stress and worry)

I can feel it constantly. After a week of trying a non duality challenge, it truly feels like I am just consciousness. Just awareness experiencing life.

Though I have yet to simply just be and be able to let go of my body. This is a huge step in my personal journey, and have made me a lot calmer about a lot of things.

It throws me so off and I am no longer able to keep myself in that state long enough to truly believe in what I’m affirming cus WHY AM I BEING TICKLED

it wasn’t absolutely pure consciousness though (cus I could still hear my thoughts and just barely feel something resembling a body)

I didn’t manifest anything (sadly) because since I was still in touch with my ego I didn’t truly believe in what I was affirming. But now I have suuchhh a strong feeling that it will happen? If that makes sense? Like I don’t need to worry. Cus.. it’s done?

I’m also a lot more confident in my ability at being able to enter the void🩷 like.. it’s really real. I always knew that- but now I’ve experienced it myself!!

And it did feel peaceful. Even if it was a bit crowded with thoughts🫶🏼