#veeeent

It feels

Obviously disgusting,

VIVIDLY BLOOMING

HYSTERIC!

Horribly NICE

THE POLLENS COME OUT,

it feels so DEATHLY LIVING,

I AM WITH THE POLLENS

These roots goes everywhere to little DIRTY FILTHY CRACKS

To beautifully DULL AND GREY sunshine,

The pollens, they smell so..

SO SWEETLY ROTTEN,

THEY TASTE OF HORRIDLY COMFORTING,

DELUSIONALLY UNCOMFORTING,

THEY TASTE OF FLESH, AND OF

BUT I AM NOT PART

I REFUSE

ITS SO AGONIZING TRUTH,

THE LIES WERE SO-

THE SURFACE,

im so fucking tired.

Ive been having the same nightmare every day for the past 8, im so fucking tired.

Its the same, i'm being hunted by something and no matter how fast i run, no matter how far i go, no matter what route i take, no matter how many times i give up it never stops hunting me.

i cant run i cant escape it. I feel helpless and weak.

Like, i don't have any problem with "homie want hugs" that's cute and fits for some characters but bro, please, there are other kinds of roommates!! You can do literally anything like: "Homie whatch the Nintendo direct with you" or "Homie knits with you"... Idk if you want to do a lewd one, why don't you make a normal human being that doesn't sounds so fake like: "Bro, uwu is my booty shorts uhh gu poggers😳😆?"

I miss Andrew so much and I wish I could be with him and hug and kiss and hold him.

I’m just so excited for him to get his phone back. And I’m looking forward to seeing him again.

I read back and I was so sad and toxic and awful and just… why was I that way?

He’s so unbelievably amazing and I’m so grateful he puts up with me and loves me so much...

I love him so, so much…

I’m happy and feel lighter, but I ache so much to be next to him again.

You really don’t appreciate someone until they’re put at a distance from you.