#tenv

It feels

Obviously disgusting,

VIVIDLY BLOOMING

HYSTERIC!

Horribly NICE

THE POLLENS COME OUT,

it feels so DEATHLY LIVING,

I AM WITH THE POLLENS

These roots goes everywhere to little DIRTY FILTHY CRACKS

To beautifully DULL AND GREY sunshine,

The pollens, they smell so..

SO SWEETLY ROTTEN,

THEY TASTE OF HORRIDLY COMFORTING,

DELUSIONALLY UNCOMFORTING,

THEY TASTE OF FLESH, AND OF

BUT I AM NOT PART

I REFUSE

ITS SO AGONIZING TRUTH,

THE LIES WERE SO-

THE SURFACE,

I try to get the waiter's attention by blinking in morse code

"Why are you blinking so much?"

"I've got something in my eye,"

"Here, let me get it out!"

"No thank you, I don't wanna die."

"Bonjour, sir was blinking at me is it because youe date is a freak?"

"..No,"

"Very well then, bon appetite."

just how much this means to me? do you know you've saved me once more? do you know, do you- do you know how this one simple gesture made all of this worth it? thank you, for advocating for me. thank you, for giving me a chance to live my dream. thank you, for making this world bearable while he's still in it. thank you