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Pairing: Lenless [No Goggles]!Mark Grayson x f!Reader
Warnings: Fucking fiiiilth, smut bitches!!!
Tags: Threats of violence including self harm, absolutely toxic behavior, reader matching his freak in the worst way
Word Count: 2,814
Inspiration: âNone of Ur Friends Businessâ â Ginuwine
Synopsis: Your dangerously unhinged not-boyfriend threatens to âtake careâ of the friends of yours that keep trying to pull you away from him, and you are having none of it. literally a crazy stand-off
a/n: you know i had to jump on it after this anon message!! god heâs such a damn psychopath, need that đ¤Ş
His hands are warmâtoo warmâpalming your waist like he owns it. The soft press of his mouth against yours is hungry but practiced, like heâs done this in his head a thousand times and tonight heâs just filling in the details.
Youâre trying to stay focused. Trying not to melt into him completely. But his knee is nudged between your thighs and your hands are fisted in his shirt andâGodâhe smells like the night. Wind and sweat and danger.
And he feels it. The shift.
Mark pulls back just barely, his breath brushing against your lips. âWhat?â
You blink up at him, chest rising and falling too fast. âI⌠I donât know if this is a good idea.â
He laughsâlow, sharp, a little breathless. âYou say that with your hands still on me.â
You pull back further, guilt blooming under your skin. âItâs not me. My friends⌠they donât think I should be around you.â
Markâs eyes flicker, and something inside them cracks. Not anger. Not surprise. Something worse. That slow, dangerous amusement he gets when heâs too far gone to care.
âOhhh,â he says, sitting back on his heels, still straddling your legs. âThem.â
You shift, tugging the hem of your shirt down, suddenly too aware of how vulnerable you are underneath him.
âThey think youâre⌠I donât know, unstable,â you murmur. âThat Iâm not thinking straight when Iâm with you.â
He tilts his head, watching you like youâre some kind of puzzle heâs already solved. âAnd are they wrong?â You hesitate. His grin widens. âDidnât think so.â
âMarkâŚâ
He leans down again, slower this time, arms caging you in as his voice drops to a whisper. âYou think they know what this is? What we are?â
Your heart stutters. âItâs not that simple.â
âIt is,â he murmurs, mouth brushing your jaw. âThey donât get a say.â
âYou canât justââ
âYes, I can.â His eyes meet yours. Calm. Controlled. Unsettling. âBecause I donât care what they think. And you donât either, not really.â
You shake your head, but itâs weak. Your resistance is paper-thin and he knows it.
âThey donât know what itâs like when you look at me like that,â Mark mutters, voice velvet-dark, âlike you want me and hate yourself for it.â You swallow hard, trying to find your footing in a conversation thatâs already sinking fast.
âTheyâre just looking out for me,â you say, weaker than you mean to.
Mark hums, dragging his fingers up your thigh like heâs barely paying attentionâwhich only makes it worse.
âYeah? Then maybe they should spend less time worrying about you and more time fixing their own messes.â His tone is too casual. Too cutting.
You frown. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
He looks at you like itâs obvious. Like heâs been holding back and is just now getting bored of pretending.
âLetâs start with Lauren,â he says, like heâs choosing a weapon. âSheâs real concerned about your well-being for someone whoâs still sleeping with her ex behind her current boyfriendâs back.â
You freeze.
âAnd Maya?â He laughs under his breath. âSheâs got a lot to say about how âtoxicâ I am for a girl who gets blackout drunk just to forget she texts her therapist at 3am.â
âMarkââ
He leans in, grinning, like heâs telling you a secret. âThey donât care about you. They just donât want you to have something they donât have.â
You open your mouth to argue, but he cuts you off, voice dropping low and dangerous.
âEspecially your girl Sadie.â His eyes are locked on yours now, completely still. âThe way she looks at me?â
Your breath catches.
Mark's lips curve into something thatâs almost a smirk, but there's something sharp underneath. âSo obvious. Like she wants me to look at her the way I look at you. Like sheâd lose her mind if I touched her the way I touch you.â
Your skin prickles. âYouâre imagining things.â
He chuckles, and the sound is mean. âYou really think I donât notice? She doesnât even breathe when I walk into a room. Like sheâs hoping Iâll slip and touch her by accident.â
His fingers trail up your arm, slow and lazy. âBut I wonât. You know why?â
Youâre quiet.
He leans in, mouth just brushing your ear. âBecause sheâs not you.â
You shove at his chestânot hard, but sharp enough to get the message across. âYouâre such an asshole.â
Mark barely moves. Just blinks, lazy and slow, like a cat watching its prey squirm.
âYeah,â he says. âAnd?â
You sit up, untangling yourself from under him, heart pounding. âYou donât get to talk about them like that. Theyâre my friends, Mark.â
He watches you now, eyes darkening. The grin slips, just slightly.
âTheyâre hypocrites,â he says coolly. âThey donât like me because I donât kiss ass and pretend Iâm something Iâm not. And youââ He leans in before you can react, voice low and dangerous. ââyou like that about me.â
You flinch back. âYou donât know what I like.â
He scoffs. âDonât I?â
His hand shoots out, grabbing your wristânot hard, not painful, but firm. Controlled. You freeze.
âThat little act you pull?â he says, head tilting. âLike youâre just so confused, like you donât know if this is right?â His thumb brushes your pulse. âItâs bullshit. You keep coming back. You let me touch you. You want me here.â
Your stomach flips, anger warring with the way your skin burns under his touch.
âI want you gone,â you whisper. He laughs again, and this time itâs ugly. Sharp and disbelieving.
âNo, you donât.â He shifts closer, crowding into your space again. âYouâre mad because I said what youâre too scared to admit. That your friends arenât saints. That Sadie wants me. That deep down, you love the fact that she canât have me.â
âMarkââ
âYou want me all to yourself. And you hate that you do.â
You yank your arm back. âYouâre insane.â
He smiles. Thereâs no denial. No apology.
âYou knew that when you let me in your bed.â
You stare at him, heart pounding, jaw clenched so tight it hurts.
âYouâre sick,â you whisper, voice shaking. âYou think this is normal?â
Mark doesnât even blink.
âNo,â he says easily. âBut I think itâs honest.â
You push at him again, harder this time. He lets youâfor now. You scramble off the bed, putting distance between you like that could somehow make this safer. Make him safer.
âIâm done,â you say, trying to sound stronger than you feel. âThis was a mistake.â He tilts his head, eyes tracking your every move like heâs amused by the performance.
âI really donât like how much they distract you,â he says, tone casualâtoo casual. âYour friends.â You go still. Markâs gaze sharpens. âAlways in your ear. Telling you what to think. What to feel. Pulling you away from me.â
âDonât,â you say, voice rising. âDonât go thereââ
âIâm just saying,â he cuts in, standing now, slow and unbothered. âMaybe itâd be easier if they were gone.â
Your blood turns to ice.
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
Mark shrugs. âJust a thought. Clean slate. No distractions. Just you and me.â
Your mouth opensâno sound comes out. You swallow, steady yourself, and find your voice. âYou donât mean that,â you whisper. âYouâre just trying to scare me.â
His smile is all teeth. âWhy would I want to scare you?â He starts to cross the room toward you and you instinctively step back. âI like you,â he says softly. âI donât want to scare you. I want to protect you. And if that means getting rid of people who are bad for youâŚâ
He trails off, as if heâs genuinely thinking it over. ââŚthen maybe itâs not that crazy.â
âIf you touch a single hair on their heads,â you hiss, âI swear to God, you will never get to touch me again.â
Mark goes still for a second, like heâs processing that, weighing it. Then he scoffs. Loud. Dismissive. Cruel. âYou think you can stop me?â he says, stepping forward with that wolfish grin. âIf I want youââ His voice drops an octave, sickly sweet, almost a purr. ââIâll just take you.â
And in one motion, without flinching, without breaking eye contact, your hand shoots out to your desk. The cold metal of the scissors hits your palm.
Markâs smile falters as you lift them up, pressing the tip against your own throat. Just hard enough to leave a mark. Just long enough to make your point.
âI will literally end it right here,â you hiss, voice shaking with furyânot fear. âDo not fuck with me.â
Silence.
Heavy. Dense.
Mark stares at you like he doesnât even recognize you. Like you just flipped some internal switch he didnât know existed.
His chest rises, then fallsâslow. Controlled.
ââŚWhoa,â he breathes.
You press the blade in just slightly deeper, enough to make his jaw clench.
âIâm not your little toy,â you snap. âYou donât own me. You donât get to hurt the people I care about just because youâre obsessed with me.â
âIâm notââ
âYes, you are,â you spit. âYou are absolutely obsessed. And Iâve let you get away with it because youâre hot and you kiss like you invented sin, but I swear to God, Markââ
You jab the scissors toward him now, and he flinches. The grin is gone. Heâs listening.
âYou pull one more psycho stunt, and Iâm gone. Not just goneâI will erase myself from your life so fast, itâll make that little broken brain of yours crack in half.â
He blinks. Then runs a hand through his hair, pacing a little like he doesnât know whether to be angry, aroused, or in awe.
âJesus Christ,â he mutters. âYouâre out of your goddamn mind.â
You lower the scissors, your voice cool and even.
âTakes one to know one.â
Mark just stares at you. Breathing hard. Jaw clenched. That frayed little thread of control he was holding onto? Itâs gone. Burned up in the fire between you.
And youâyouâre still gripping the scissors. Chest rising and falling like you just ran a marathon straight through hell.
âYou are,â he says finally, voice low, wrecked. âSo out of your fucking mind.â
You toss the scissors onto the desk with a loud clatter.
âGuess you finally met your match.â
He takes one slow, deliberate step toward you. Then another. Eyes locked on yours like heâs looking at the only thing in the world that makes sense anymore.
âYouâd really do it,â he mutters, half-laughing. âYouâd die just to spite me.â
You blink once. âAnd youâd kill for me.â
He stops right in front of you now, inches away. His smile is wild. Reverent.
âIâd kill for you,â he echoes, voice rough and quiet, âand youâd die just to spite me.â
A beat passes. Then another.
And it snaps.
He grabs your face with both hands like heâs afraid youâll disappear, crashing his mouth into yours with zero hesitationâhungry, desperate, possessive. Like heâs been waiting forever to kiss you like this and now heâs afraid someone might take it away.
You kiss him back just as hard.
Thereâs no hesitation left. No doubts. Just teeth and hands and ragged breath, both of you pulling like youâll tear the other apart. His hands are everywhereâyour waist, your back, fisting in your shirt like heâs anchoring himself.
You gasp into his mouth, tugging at his hair, and he groans like itâs killing him.
âI need this,â he pants against your lips. âRight now.â
You nod, forehead against his, eyes burning.
âThen take it.â
Thatâs all he needs.
Mark doesnât hesitateâhis mouth crashes back onto yours like gravity just stopped working and youâre the only thing keeping him grounded. One hand fists in your hair while the other slides down, grabs the back of your thigh and lifts, walking you backward like he owns the floor youâre stepping on.
Youâre on the bed in seconds. Breathless. Legs parting before you can think, just to feel him there, all heat and muscle and sharp, chaotic want.
âYou drive me insane,â he growls, dragging his mouth down your throat. âYou threaten me with scissors and then tell me to fuck youâwhat the hell is wrong with you?â
Your hands claw at his shirt, yanking it up over his head.
âI learned it from you, asshole.â
He laughsâdark and low, mouth brushing your collarbone. âGuess Iâm a good influence after all.â
And then heâs everywhere.
His hands are rough, impatient, sliding under your shirt, dragging it up like he canât get to your skin fast enough. Lips on your chest, your stomach, leaving bruises he wants you to see later. Mark is marking youâno pun intendedâlike itâs instinct, like he needs people to know whose you are the second they see you.
Your touching him back, his skin is hot under your handsâlike heâs burning from the inside out, like if you peeled him open youâd find wildfire and want. His mouth doesnât just kissâit consumes, dragging over your skin like heâs trying to eat the memory of your friends, your doubts, your resistance. Like he wants to own every piece of you youâve ever tried to keep from him.
You feel his smirk when you gasp, when your legs wrap tighter around his waist, dragging him closer. Youâre not even sure who started it anymore. You canât remember who kissed who first. Just that it was inevitable.
âYou like this,â he growls against your throat, lips brushing just under your jaw as his fingers trail lower, dragging over your ribs like heâs memorizing them.
You try to sound strong. You try to bite it back.
But the sound you make when his hand slides between your legs? Itâs not strong. Itâs needy.
Mark fucking shudders.
âJesus,â he whispers. âYouâre soaked.â
âShut up,â you snap, flushed and breathless. He laughs, and the sound vibrates through you.
His mouth ghosts over your nipple, tongue flicking, teasing. He pulls your underwear down slow, smirking when you arch into him.
His teeth sink into your thigh, just enough to leave a mark, and he groans like heâs been waiting his whole life to hear you say that. And when he finally slides into you, itâs with a low, rough growlâlike it takes everything in him not to lose it then and there.
Youâre so full, so tight, so perfectly wrong for each other it makes your eyes roll back.
His hips grind deep, hard, like heâs trying to bury himself somewhere beneath your skin. Heâs panting in your ear, messy and raw, fingers tangled in your hair while yours scratch down his spine hard enough to leave tracks.
He likes it. You can feel it in the way his pace stutters, the way he moansâraw and low and real.
âI could ruin you,â he gasps against your lips. âYou know that?â
âYou already did,â you breathe.
And thatâs it. Thatâs when he snaps.
He grabs your thigh, hikes it higher, and slams into you with a force that knocks the air from your lungs. The headboard cracks against the wall, but neither of you care. The room is nothing. The world is nothing.
Just this.
Just him.
Just you.
Your moans turn to sobs, his name ripped from your throat like a confession. âHarder,â you whisper against his neck.
He doesnât hold back.
Your bodies move like war and worshipâteeth clashing, breath tangling, sweat slicking your skin. Every thrust is a promise and a threat.
You moan his name and he mutters, âSay it again.â
âMarkââ
âLouder.â
âMarkââ
He leans in, lips brushing your ear. âYouâre mine.â
You donât disagree.
Heâs everywhere.
Heâs everything.
And when you cumâshaking, gasping, half-cryingâhe watches you like heâs witnessing something holy. Like heâs the one being touched by God.
âMine,â he pants, grinding deeper, chasing his own release. âYouâre mine, youâre fucking mineââ
And when he finishes, itâs with a broken, desperate groan, spilling into you like heâs giving you a piece of his soul and doesnât care what you do with it.
Breathless silence.
Only the sound of your heaving chests, sweaty limbs tangled, skin burning.
Mark buries his face in your neck. His voice is hoarse, barely a whisper. ââŚYou scare the shit out of me.â
You grin weakly, fingers threading through his hair. âGood.â
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Part Two - Brunch Edition!























