#uranist

Uranian: a comprehensive term for LGBT+/queer people used in the late 19th and early 20th centuries. An English translation of the German word Urning. It’s often conceptualized as the “homosexual gender”, a “third gender” and a descriptor for gay men (urningthum) and lesbians (urningin/uranierin/urnin/urnigin), as opposed to dionian (dioning), meaning “heterosexual gender”, feminine/straight woman (dioningin) and masculine/straight man (dioningthum), stemming from the idea common in early sexology that a gay man has a partly female psyche, and a lesbian has a partially male soul.

Uranismus (uranism) has a taxonomy with: uranodioning (uranodionian), representing bisexuals, uranodioningin (bi women) and uranodioningthum (bi men); zwitter, intersex people; and others, making categories encompassing modern concepts of cross-orientation/parosexuality (conjunctive/disjunctive) and non-binarity/intermediate (zwischen).

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The Saddest Time in My Life - There's two times that I can think of. They're kind of stupid and whatever, but here they are:

There once was this period in my life where I simply could not feel. Calling it the saddest point in my life is kind of weird, because I didn't really feel sad, I just felt numb. It was like I was a robot just kind of going through the motions of life. And I think emotions help color life, and it was weird; my favorite songs didn't get an emotional response, sad stories didn't. I was scared (in a muted, rational way) that I'd be stuck like that forever. 

Second time would be the time I asked my current boyfriend out for the first time. I asked him in a really shitty way (it was like on a date as friends kind of???). We were talking on skype as normal, but there was this awful, awful silence. He just got so quiet, because he thought that I didn't like him. To top it all off, it was the first day of school for me. I was so stressed that I didn't sleep at all that night, and I was so sure that he didn't feel that way about me.

Oh, and elementary school where people said I was a lesbian because I had short hair, pushed me down, called me ugly, and a bunch of shit.

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