THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY FUCK!!!!! you're so right oh my godddddddd

he is such a fucking pick me it's hilarious. he hate stalks them on social media and then will vague post about what undeserving whiny bitches they are and how he's the only one able to give ilya what he needs 😭

i could totally see him seeing a tiktok video or just a facebook post one of them makes about how scary the situation was and how she still has nightmares [the last one before shane that had ilya in jail for a few months]

shane is FUMING over this and ilya finds him furiously typing away at his keyboard, like he is stabbing those keys with his fingers like they owe him money lmao and ilya is like "baby what's wrong you are so angry??"

and he sees that shane is typing out some long, bitchy, all caps comment on the post about how dumb she is for not realizing how good she had it and "ha ha he's all mine now, he needed someone who can handle him and thanks for fucking it up with him cause now he has a real one and keep my man's name out of your fucking mouth"

just ranting nonsensical shit because he's pissed that anyone dared say anything bad about ilya 😭😭 and fucking ilya has to rein his ass in and reassure him that it's okay he doesn't hate her she was scared and he understands why she called the cops on him and "shane baby do not post that comment I promise it's okay"

to which shane scoffs and rolls his eyes ofc. "i fucking hate that you ever tried to be with any of them, you were just trying to be romantic and they couldn't deal with it, fucking pussies" but he eventually relents and deletes it before it's posted.

and ilya just cannot believe his luck finding this fiesty and honestly batshit fucking crazy boy. like shane lowkey scares ilya and it's the world's best aphrodisiac to him. he lovesssss shane's insane freaky ass .

I'm tired of treating this stuff like it's harmless, it's not. It excuses bigotry, abuse, murder and a bunch of other shit and it also tells me that this person would sooner side with my abuser than with me simply due to our genders.

I attempted 3 times and failed. I cant help but feel pathetic for it, I told people I would, and I hate not going through with plans or promises.

Thereʻs this idea that if you donʻt actually go through with suicide (even if you attempt but fail) that youʻre manipulative and a horrible person for it. I think misandry(?) also plays into it, as Iʻm seen as cowardly or not "man enough" if I fail to go through with it.

they also made fun of my age with no real argument behind it even though they’re only a few years older than me?

Trans-Harmful ID where one feels as if they are a misandrist for any reason.

Anyone can use this label for any reason they want. This is an inclusionary label, and everyone is permitted to use this label for anything they want. (Fetish/Kink, trauma, political, or personal reasons are fine idrc)

None of your apologies will ever matter unless you change your behaviour. "Misandry" does not exist and it would take centuries to force it into existence meaning that hating men is not an issue and won't be one in our lifetime. Insisting that it is and calling trans women who are sick of the power men hold over them terfs is disgusting misogynistic behaviour. You sound like a middle school MRA in your insistence that "misandry" exists. Knowing how those MRAs developed politically, I would say I'm surprised you haven't gone further down the same fascism pipeline, but considering that you're an american you do have quite a head start. I guess the one saving grace of this whole thing is that I will likely never have the misfortune of being within 1000 miles of you (using yank units so no precious american needs to do a simple conversion).

Apart from the ascertaining that misandry doesn’t exist (which is very funny), that’s not even my favourite part of the post. My favourite part isn’t even the outright unprovoked attack towards “Precious Americans™️” as if you HAVE to live in the states to have trouble with conversions (hi to all my dyscalcic bitches), my FAVOURITE part is the admission that any apology I offer will not be acceptable to these freaks. I kind of already knew that after so damn long on tumblr, and so did all of you, but the confirmation that I can’t do anything to stop these freaks, so I just kind of have to let them run off steam.

we literally have tmasc alters and even if it's not trans men you want gone, it makes us feel like you don't see us as men. and these types of people are mostly in jirai, bpd and ed spaces, where there are many tmascs too. it's fine if you don't want creepy men interacting, but it's not all men.