it's funny how much i did for the group, for our family as a whole, and then i got nothing when i died. i got one big ceremony, one heartfelt ceremony where the one who could tolerate me the least was the kindest of all of them- and then nothing. why did you forget me? why? what happened? why was i so insignificant that i couldn't be remembered? was i not part of your family anymore? it's. it's really funny. and by really funny i mean it's not funny at all. i'm sorry for whatever i did. -T.S.

i used to think i was ugly and gross-looking, but i never really had the time or knowledge to do anything about it and i could usually convince myself i didn't care. now here i am, and even if i look completely different now, it makes me so indescribably happy when anyone says i looked beautiful or cute or handsome (literally any compliment). i don't even care that like 95% of the fanbase still thinks i was ugly, having anyone who sees anything good is incredible. i love you all. -ts