#transdad

Howdy ya'll so I've been extremely distracted and feeling unwell but I have news.

I am pregnant yes this is wanted and yes I'm happy and excited I will finally bear a calf of my own but maybe that's why I felt so unusual and connected to the mama cows and babies at the fair on a level unfamiliar even to me.

I remember when I was a kid, I had so much interest in my grandmother's porcelain doll collection to the point she gave me one of my favorites. A little girl in a lacey, frilly dress. I loved wiping her face clean and just sitting with her. <3

I hope I'll be able to get her back some day, haha.

I agree with doing a separate blog. It'll let you explore your "darker" IDs without losing the motherly space you've cultivated here. You can link it in your introduction post. :)

On another note, how did you go about creating your blog? I've been considering the idea myself. The dysphoria of having no kids has been getting to me, haha.

- local transdad

That's a good point! Thank you :)

Honestly.. it was a really simple and quick start? I don't know if anyone realizes that this blog is actually just, like, a week old? I found a name that wasn't taken and an aesthetic I liked and just.. started posting about my experience. Gave encouragement and just tried to spread love. I'm absolutely more than happy to promote your blog and share my kiddos! There's more than enough love to go around <3