Changes don't magically stop at 5 years. Realistically 5 years on t is a drop in the bucket. Some of my biggest gains happened near 10 years and beyond so don't lose hope. Pre, 5 years, almost 16 years.

Almost 5. Slow down, kid.

Coming up on 16 years

For the first time since your birth, I've given myself room to feel relief and hope for the world im sending you into one day. We still have work to do, sweet boy.

Gf took me to meet my birthday present today. My heart has been so heavy since losing my girls and I knew I wanted another german shepherd but I didn't know when the time would be right. My love knew and im so happy to be welcoming little Ruby into the family next week.

Im officially 35 years old as of Dec 26. I honestly never thought I'd live to see my 30s and here I am halfway to 40. I wish I could go back in time and tell myself that one day I'll just get out of bed with a flat chest, a beard, and a son. Ill leave the house and blend in with every other typical guy and won't fully remember how hard it used to be, or what my body was like before.

ngl i'm a teen transsexual guy living in an unsupportive house, etc etc, and i really love this blog because it reminds me that i have a possible future as a regular stealth man with a family where my medical history doesn't matter.

He is so into Xmas this year, Santa and all. Im really hoping to have a #2 here or at least on the way this time next year.

It has been a l o n g year. So long I dont even know where to begin. My only hope right now is that it ends peacefully and that I can start to unpack my thoughts and feelings and start a new life. Again.

Wow yall. Long time, yeah? I'm back.