Mixed Feelings
-MVGr3y
I want a hug, but I also need to distance myself from you
I want your attention, but I know I wont get it easily
I want you to pick me up and spin me with each hug
But I dont want the heartache after we depart
I want to say I love you, but it hurts too much to say it
Admitting that I love you is as scary as admitting that I like you
These mixed feelings tear me apart
Knowing you probably don’t feel the same way
For now i’ll sink back into the wall
Hoping I disappear
Long enough to the point you miss my presence
Although you ask where I am
Every time i’m not there
I might sound crazy
If I am, call me crazy
I know I get too attached
I already know
I just wish you felt the same


















