(MPC, please schedule this for 11:11 am on Nov 11th! tyyy... )
Happy TOME day, guys!
I'm not sure who all from my source, or from what continuity even is gonna see this, but... I hope you're all well. This is a long ass letter so. Sorry.
I don't have a whole lot of canon/exomemories, but ... there is a warm fuzzy longing in my heart and a bittersweet love that I hold for each and every player. Even the ones I didn't meet personally. All of you, in your own special way, helped to make the game something special. All of you are wonderful, and I hope that wherever you all are, you find yourselves surrounded by abundance and joy.
I've met some TOME fictionfolk, notably a Nylocke in my partner system, and a Gamecrazed who I am now friends with. And as such I'll probably just tell them how I feel to their faces. So...
To those in our group, call it the "Dandy Alliance" if you wanna, who are still out there. The ones I can't see every day.
Flames, I miss you. I know that sounds silly but I miss you and I miss how you'd bring order to things. I'm sorry I was such a dick to you when I was around, and I'm more sorry I said those shitty things to you that one time. You didn't deserve that. I don't care if I apologized already, because it bears repeating. I hope you're okay wherever you're at.
Kizuna... I didn't know you well. I... didn't know you at ALL, actually. But I think you're cool. I hope you didn't think of me as a burden or... less than the guy you knew. I dunno. I wish I had more things to say, but... I don't. 'Cuz I don't know you.
Zetto.
I don't know WHAT to say to you. There's a LOT of things I COULD say but I think they'd all fall flat. I don't know if you consider me a part of you, you but in a different font, or what.
I used to hate you. I used to REALLY hate you. But... I've softened. You bring me... comfort. As ridiculous as that might sound. I want to hug you and then bite you because the whirlwind of emotions that is inside of me is volatile. But I care about you. I guess. kicks rock.
And... that just leaves you.
Alpha.
I.
I love you. I love you and I miss you. I think about you a lot- your hair, your voice, your laugh, the little "mm-hmm"'s and "okay"'s you give me when I was being... well. Me. I don't care if it was just a video game, when sun shone down on you, you looked radiant. Everything about you as I can remember you, as I can behold you, is... perfect.
And I wish you could hold me. And I could look into your eyes, your beautiful, blue eyes that are as bright as a cloudless sky, and tell you how much you mean to me. Face to face.
Please don't forget how much I love you. My heart hurts when I think about how much I want to say to you, but I can't because you aren't here.
Sorry. That's. That's a lot.
Just... keep being you. As nerdy and silly as you are. You're my bro. And I love you.
And as for the rest of you... You guys are awesome. Love ya.
(no homo obviously. Except for Alpha. Then it's every instance of homoerotic implications (โงโโฆ)๏พ)
โ #โ๏ธ๐ฎ๐ (Kirbopher, Terrain of Magical Expertise, tag as both kin & fictive)
