#to rest

not to be SUPER depressing or flippant on the tl, but jason's suicidal ideation makes a whole lot of sense even when you ignore his self esteem issues, abandonment issues, and general mental illness simply because he KNOWS death is more peaceful than life -- and with how his life has gone since coming back i can really understand why he's just like "yknow what??? this is some bullshit"

I feel so drained, emotionally, mentally, and physically. There's no exact reason to it, but the constant negative energy I feel everywhere is just so weighty.