#thisainteasy

Can we talk BLUE spring for a minute? #blue #bluesprings #pilates #focus #control #thisainteasy #kikipilates #bostonnorthstrong (at Kiki Pilates)

“It may be that when we no longer know what to do, we have come to our real work, and that when we no longer know which way to go, we have begun our real journey. The mind that is not baffled is not employed. The impeded stream is the one that sings.” #wendellberry #marriagetoomayhavesomethingtoteachus #inspirationalquotes #dayseventeen #thisainteasy (at Cuyahoga River)

anger is a dangerous population...wicked sinister no doors are closed. this chasm, rogue wave and calypso i am a whirlpool or i can't catch my breath i am water falls and a bent crescent sunrise i fell in love with this out of time Big Easy first because of the way she moved on you. #thisainteasy #heartsdonotnreakexplodesmystillbeatingchambermaid #todayisshardsofstainedglassrevision

Is when you feel alone. Your partner doesn't listen to your warnings. It seems like he doesn't care about what you do anymore. You can't make too much of an effort because you know you won't get the same response back. Everything falling apart, and the one person that should be understanding never took you seriously to begin with. It is the worse thing in the world. Because all that hope, all that time wasted on a person who never understood you since the beginning. Having it all be a lie, crushes your soul and pierces your heart. There's nothing I can do, but he doesn't believe me. Then why be with me if I can't make you happy? He says he care but shows no concern what so ever. Talking to him is more of a hassle, a job, obligation when it shouldn't be that way. I need comfort from someone who doesn't make me feel alone. And you never gave that to me since the beginning. Now all I have is your excuses. I'm so over feeling this way this is why I'd rather be alone. From disappointments like this make me feel like no one will ever understand me.