#thirteenjack

the fact that when they meet jack is presented as sleazy con man and the doctor makes him brave- makes him good

but that they are both willing to die for rose as long as she is safe

and then she comes back and dooms them both to live (even though jack has already died for her and the doctor WILL die for her)

(ninerosejack is canon and you cannot convince me otherwise)

but then the doctor sees jack as immortal as someone he COULD spend the rest of his life with

and instead of embracing it like you'd think he would because he is so wrecked by people leaving him/being left by him the doctor RUNS bc the Doctor is so scared of jack of what he means of what he is

jack ends up abandoned in dalek dust goes back in time to find the doctor suffers a hundred years alone/being tortured but STILL WAITS

(screw amy being the girl who waited or rory being the boy who waited- Jack Harkness is the boy who waited and he did it FIRST)

Jack finds out that he was abandoned. that the man that he loves HATES the sight of him. that the doctor would rather have a genocidal murderer than have him

and so Jack gets the hell out of dodge to go to a man who DOES love him

and don't get me wrong Jack loves Ianto and Jack DOES remember Ianto until he dies as the Face of Boe don't forget that (protecting Novice Hame from the virus as he couldn't Ianto

BUT AFTER EVERYTHING THE DOCTOR HAS DONE TO JACK JACK STILL LOVES THEM

Jack still considers five billion years cursed to never die to be BETTER than the alternative: dying a young time-agent-turned-con-man

Jack has more reason than any other companion save maybe Amy to hate the Doctor & yet spends 20 years in jail to rescue Thirteen still LOVES HER

AND AFTER FIVE BILLION YEARS HE ORGANIZES THAT FIRST MEETING ON SATELLITE FIVE HE ORGANIZES 9/ROSE'S FIRST DATE

jack harkness is a living ghost a reminder of the doctor's failures a physical fixed point and yet he still loves the girl who cursed him and the time lord that turned him into the kind of person that would give his dying breaths to protect the last of humanity in a dying city and tell the doctor that he is not alone

because fuck it, YANA was a warning but also a reminder a final gift

jack had been there all along, a ghost an echo a PROMISE

t4t

bi woman w a preference for women x bi man with a preference for men

cis lesbian x trans lesbian

cis gay dude x trans gay dude

we swap pronouns every 2-3 business days <3

it literally works! you're a good dog!!!!!! u did not specify the doctor in particular so i flipped a coin for nine and thirteen & thirteen won.

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"I told you I had a room here," Jack calls back to her, surveying it for the first time in centuries, "and it's exactly how I remember, exactly, like..." The TARDIS dislikes dust that isn't aesthetically pleasing, so she doesn't let it collect where it shouldn't, but even without that to tip Jack off, it's uncanny how nothing's changed, "Do you ever come in here, after...?"

The Doctor won't meet his eyes, the guilt shift of her feet betraying that she knows it isn't just him he's asking for and never could be, but she tries to shake it off, saying, "And why would I need to, when you're out there waiting for me around every corner, no matter where I end up?"