@thedolorous // cont.’d
apparently, the duties of a lord commander’s steward include not only fetching said lord commander from the ground and half-drag him away when he’s still trying to go back for a bag of dragonglass, but also help him to patch up after. and, apparently... a lord commander’s duties include slaying Others; Sam isn’t the only one anymore, and for this much Jon is GRATEFUL --- if he and Longclaw can ever spare such horror to any of his friends, it is one he’ll do more than gladly on his own.
which doesn’t make him any more or less than human, as testified by the long gash left open and bleeding on the right side of his face, that Edd himself finished cleaning a few minutes ago --- as much as by the cracked ribs that resulted from being knocked off from atop a second floor, and that he is still finishing to bandage; only to not bother yet with getting fully dressed and, simply, tossing his black cloak over his shoulders. all of this pales in comparison to what they left behind... five thousands of men and women and children crumpled up at Hardhome, and they are returning with scarce a fifth of the number. and, for this, Jon’s mouth tastes of nothing if not bitter failure and regret.
suddenly, however... there is literally a very different taste, and it honestly takes him a full moment to process what is happening; what just happened, as it seems to come and go as fleeting as a falling star. did Edd just...? left wide eyed and looking like a child who just saw a wolf for the first time, then, all he can do is to act on INSTINCT of his own --- reaching to grab with his burned hand for one of his friend’s, as to not let him move away.
‘ ...wait--- ‘










