I'm mad about the people around me!
I'm so fucking mad that no one around me appreciates poetry, poetic things and music. Okay not everyone has to like literature or poetry, but not being passionate about anything?
Like it's obvious they're not passionate about anything and don't even try to be and they don't feel any thing. Even if they paint or something, that is ALL it is to them. It doesn't have any greater feeling to it.
Like, I'm 15 and I have friends older than me in college and all they talk about is boys/relationships or how some guy is always asking them out and drama? NO other topic EVER? The only topic they'll excitedly participate in is relationships? Nothing else ever inspires them and they are so judgemental?
Judging over the type of shoes people wear, their accent, someone's looks?
How can you laugh at issues, neglect them, judge people and make the WORST decisions in the littlest of things? By that I mean, being the cause for 70% of the drama then complain about the drama always happening. If you're not causing it that's a different thing but you are the major factor in it!
Some might say they're depressed; but no that's not it. Depression and being so dry is different.
I almost feel they are INCAPABLE of having deepness in them. If I bring up such topics, they'll be obviously bored and will go back to the topic of drama.
I know I am mature for my age (and it's really not the best thing in the world also to clarify I'm not bragging also it isn't a thing to brag about) and now I think I am more mature even than 20/22 year olds. (Again, not bragging. The being more mature is a result of trauma)
I feel so sad and mad at the same time about them.