Being expected to carry other's emotional weight while simultaneously having to be "the strong person" is incredibly exhausting all the time

everyone tells you what T can do, and you see it as an afab athlete watching the boys in the same field house,and when your younger brother suddenly shoots up to be taller and bigger than you...but DAMN. FUCK. T is INSANE. i worked my whole life to be able to hardly bench 100lbs senior year of hs. when i went to the gym i could do intense upper body stuff maybe like twice a week because i would get so sore that it would be pointless and dangerous to do more. NOW i work out daily for an hour almost nonstop and half of that time EVERYDAY is spent on heavier upper body than i could do ever. and im on a low af dose as an enby. it feels like a dream. i cant WAIT to see what my body can do. i would have chopped off fingers to have the abilities i have now. i am so happy i am finally regaining control and confidence in my body. 🏳️‍⚧️🐺⭐️