#takakin

i think it might be strange of me to hold this grudge when i don't hold many others, but just... celeste... she lied about me. she made me sound so awful. i was the ultimate moral compass for a reason, you know - the idea of doing those things, it makes me feel sick. i wouldn't have been able to live with myself. i can't stand the idea that anyone believed her, even for a second - i don't hurt people, that's not what i do. so i can't help but feel a little... angry, at her, for that. ~taka

not to be the prettiest hall monitor you've ever seen or anything, but i own a shade of lipstick that's the exact same colour as my eyes used to be, and i look very cute in it. ~taka

making a tiktok account was a mistake, all i do is simp respectfully for mondo cosplayers and laugh too loudly at memes at 4am ~taka

I kin both shuichi and taka, which is the annoying danganronpa-kinnie way of telling u that I'm autistic and have an anxiety disorder.

so - i read a fic, a while ago, where i apologised to mondo for being so dramatic and he said something along the lines of "you're not dramatic, you're just intense" - and irl, i've had that exact conversation. i'm a very intense person, i express emotions very openly and loudly, i'm very affectionate, i have no volume control, etc - and when i've apologised for it, i've always been told that "it's ok, ur just intense". it's kinda comforting, to know that hasn't changed at all. ~taka

HI I FOUND MONDO OOWADA AND IM LIKE. SUPER HAPPY I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS THIS SO IM JUST GONNA LOSE MY MARBLES FOR A SEC AND SAY THAT I LOVE HIM A LOT AND IM SO HAPPY HE WAS THERE FOR ME AND MONDO ILYSM THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY NEED FOR A ROUTINE MWAH -TAKA!!

i miss mondo so so much. he understood me in a way that people don't even seem to try to do, nowadays. he made things seem so simple, yknow? i could blurt out whatever bullshit my ocd was telling me and he'd comfort me like it was second nature. i always felt like i knew what to say to him, even though i never did for anyone else. i wish i still had him by my side. i wish he never left, though i know it wasn't by choice. ~taka