#system yapping

It's SO helpful and it sucks that I haven't seen any alternatives with a feature like it I'm willing to use

-Andi

I wanna sing Failure Girl by Kariki Bear but we have school 🥺🥺🥺

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Day One: Describe your system. What kind of system, how big, anything you feel is a good introduction.

I'm not sure how I would describe my system, I am tbh quite scared of self-diagnosing that far. Although I have described it as a bowl of soup! The bowl is the body, and the ingredients are the alters. I wanna start with headspace. It is quite blurry to me but it's mostly like this huge world of chaos on one hand there are houses and rooms for each alter and on the other hand there are spaces that are wild and colorful and sometime overlap the normal spaces. I have seen others say they have front rooms, but we do not we have just this dark space we go to in order to front. It also is like a long pitch-black hallway and alters that are in front are in a line from who has the most to least control of the body. I believe we have at least thirty alters including dormant ones. Roles are super iffy and mostly unknown or fluctuate way too much to keep track of. We are definitely fictive heavy and are primarily a masc system.

Introduction to alters that are frequent fronters. Adding as I remember

Terrance (me) - host - He/It/Bot -No proxy

Lukas - role unknown - He/They - 🕸️

X - productive alter - He/Him - ❌

Pest - Autism symptom holder - She/He/Xe/Any - 🕷️

Subspace - Addiction holder - She/Her - 🔸

I remember back when I was much younger before being introduced to the Internet an alter and I used to chat quite often I had assumed it was just an imaginary friend and convinced myself I was losing my mind since I don't remember having imaginary friends before and I felt I was at an age that I should not have those

So I kept telling him to go away and eventually he went quiet until years later another alter split and was very angry and very loud about fronting and we eventually got into researching and more alter were coming forward (or splitting as we were still in a bad place) and now we're here?