Mar 19
if I had a nickel for every kintype I had with cult associations, I'd have two nickels. idk why this keeps happening.
-sunday (honkai star rail/hsr) and sol (warrior cats) #ππ«ποΈ
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if I had a nickel for every kintype I had with cult associations, I'd have two nickels. idk why this keeps happening.
-sunday (honkai star rail/hsr) and sol (warrior cats) #ππ«ποΈ
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I like to think I don't mind doubles, but somehow that isn't as true as I thought.
I was playing royale high on Roblox a little bit ago and saw a Sunday cosplayer with their Roblox user as "real Sunday"
somehow this sent me into a bit of a panic, followed by a dash of anger. I spent two entire days suffering over memories from a life I only lived through a foggy recollection, and you treat my name like a toy.
I don't want to think this way. I want to be respectful towards doubles, I want to let them live their life, and I can't even be sure if they were fictionfolk or a regular person who just likes the canon character.
I don't understand it. I may never understand it.
-sunday, honkai star rail, #β³π¨π«
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hoyo I don't know what message you're trying to pull, but for the love of fuck don't try to make me sympathize with my abuser.
I know my memories aren't canon, but that doesn't change how I feel about him and what he did to me. I'm glad he's dead, and I want to watch him die over and over again. don't try to make him seem sympathetic, he never will be.
-sunday, honkai star rail/hsr, #ππ«ποΈ
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so fun fact, my genderfluidity is linked to my kintypes. normally I lean female yet if I'm in a kinshift of a male character I start to lean that way. for example using my strongest kintype, if my Sunday kintype starts to become more prominent, I start to feel more masc and prefer he/him
unfortunately for me, I can't exactly explain that to people who don't know anything about fictionkin.
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my life is a fanfic genre (hurt no comfort because ratio isn't here)
-sunday, hsr #ππ«ποΈ
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why do I need to gamble for myself this is an outrage ( <- upset that I didnβt have the time to grind and I haveβ¦ 10 pulls rn in total)
Sunday (HSR)
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I wish I could be open about being kin with my family. maybe then they would understand that the reason why I want to stay home from school is because my memories are physically hurting me to relive right now and they're memories from a life I never truly lived.
-sunday, honkai star rail, #β³π¨π«
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the canon portrayed my dealings with the IPC after I was detained very lightly.
the way I remember it was unethical torture. trapped in a room with no light, no companionship, no way of telling how much time passed, trapped within a straight jacket and chained up to the wall by my neck making it impossible to struggle free without risking my life.
they claim I "escaped", yet from my vague memories I had no part in getting out. I vaguely recall ratio bargaining for my release, which eventually worked.
I'm still not welcome in penacony and still viewed as a wanted criminal despite being let go early in one of the most legal ways I can imagine.
obviously hoyo will tone down the torture and unethical treatment I received for their game, but deep down I know the truth. also a pepeshi was never involved in my release that was just false.
-sunday, honkai star rail, #β³π¨π«
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