10.17.22
Day 4 of Tranquil’s Studyblr Challenge
Day 4 Q: When was the last time you had a life-changing revelation? What revelation did you have?
Funny how much the question fits today’s crazy day! Honestly the most recent life changing revelation I had was 2 weeks ago in therapy! To make a long story short, within the past year I’ve lost 2 immediate family members so I’ve also been trying to navigate grief alongside everything else. To be honest I’ve spent too much time trying to put the revelation into a condensed version and it’s just not working at this time lol. Once things have calmed down I’d love to gather my thoughts some more on grief/grieving while being a student, and harvest what I find! But for now, it’s really just these main ideas:
Even though grief makes you feel so alien and so feral, it is that exact nature/experience that is so innately human. Like ironically this feeling of just complete alienation is one of the most shared human experiences.
What makes the grief so painful is thanks to the love being so beautiful. (And the love doesn’t stop, even if it must look different)
Your relationship to them is not over
Sending lots of warmth, love, and comfort to any heart that is hurting with grief (of any kind, not just literal passing) 🤍🤍🤍
Tomorrow will be officially 10 days until my Praxis exam so we are really trying to crack down! I finished my take home exam on Sunday (god bless!!!!) so now I get to really concentrate again on just Praxis studying again. My study plan doesn’t need to be perfect, I just really want to make myself proud of my effort and consistency. Today was honestly yucky so I’m looking forward to shaking it off and starting fresh tomorrow ❤️
Today I am grateful for: I am grateful for my perseverance through a yucky day and shout out to myself for finally finally finally baking those damn beet chips. You the realest, love you ❤️














