#studybrickbybrick

Just completed my first bullet journal spread on my new a6 Stalogy ⭐

Kei posing next to @emmastudies november wallpaper while I plan my week ^-^

Decided to study on the floor today because oh boy it's so hot and it's not even summertime yet?? I've been feeling really tired this week because of my anxiety, triggered by an upcoming test on next Monday. I guess maybe it's time to slow down and watch some movies, but then I'm afraid I'll get anxious for not studying.

Finished my studying faster than I had planned, so now I'm taking some time to update my planner and chill -

Today for some reason I woke up quite inspired to write?? So I wrote part of my review on Georg Simmel bc there'll be a test on his work next month

Long time no see! Well, I took some time for myself this month and now on next Monday there'll be an interview so I can finally get into my masters program. Also I've been thinking about opening an architecture office, let's see how it goes-

For the past two weeks I've been feeling a flood of anxiety and haven't slept very well. This time it wasn't because of work, but because I was (and I guess I still am) feeling very confused about my feelings. And then there was guilt. Today I woke up feeling a little better, had a productive morning and was able to accomplish what I had aimed to do for the day. I felt like sharing these pics with you because I feel very proud for coping with my anxiety right now and also because it was a long time since I hadn't made any illustrations with ballpoint pen and had forgotten how fun it can be!

So I'm going through a sort of hiatus here on Tumblr? Well, anyway, I've been struggling to keep moving on with my essay since the start of January. I don't feel motivated at all, even though I like my advisor and my research theme. Also took a two week break on December, but still I feel exhausted. At least Tumblr is a good place to get these feelings off my chest, which is why I'm posting here rn