Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
I was extremely depressed in the last couple of months. There were days when I can't even get out of bed and others were I cried all night. I lost 8 pounds unintentionally. I hated my life so bad that I just stopped interacting with anything or anyone. It was one of the toughest feelings I've ever experienced. 1 week ago I decided that if I hate my life that much then I have to do something about it to change it as being depressed will just keep me trapped in the same place, so, I forced myself to eat again, go for a 1 hour walk daily even when I don't feel like it and of course I started studying again hoping to be able take my exam in late September. I still don't feel good but I feel way better than last month and I believe that this tough time will pass and I will be happy and energetic again cause I deserve it.
Sorry for the long post I just wanted to share what I've been through with you guys. And for those out there who are experiencing something similar to what I've been through, I want you to know that I'm here for you, you're not alone in this. I believe in you and I know you too can stand back on your feet and fight your way out of this mess cause that's what we are, WE ARE FIGHTERS AND WE WILL NEVER GIVE UP.
And here's a photo of how I fight to change my life.
I started to feel extremely lonely & empty when I studied. It wasnât a product of my studies; it was a suppressed feeling...& the silence between myself and my work created a lot of room for feeling. Searching for study music, I luckily stumbled upon âStudy with meâ videos on YouTube and they helped me feel less alone. I made a couple of my own, but when something shifted in my life, editing wasnât as fuliffing anymore. I came across studyblrs on Pinterest & when I seen the community on here, I wanted to join right away. Studying/school can be very lonely. Having access to a symbiotic support system makes a huge difference đđŸ
my favorite study with me channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/ì늰suzlnne
First of all, I would like to introduce you to my latest idea to keep you guys (and myself) motivated to study, even more now that most of us have to do it online, making it difficult to keep up with everything that is going on around the world. I hope this blog makes you stay focused on your education as long as possible, as well as helps you with different kind of stuff. My main idea is to make it collaborative with all of my followers! How will you do that, Nikki? youâd ask. Well, I have a few ideas. Keep reading if you want to know more!
Letâs make it happen!Â
Well, if youâre this far it means youâre interested into this, right? Well let me tell you what I want to do!Â
Throughout all of my years spent on Tumblr, I've seen a lot of studyblrs, most of them based on the aesthetic of studying instead of helping each other out. I am not judging anyone! I love aesthetic pictures and stationary as much as anyone else, but I'll try to keep this blog on the practical side.Â
I want you guys to be able to collaborate on updating this blog. The main idea is that you, the ones reading, will be the one sending/submitting your progress on whatever topic youâre studying! I donât know about you, but when I see that otherâs are progressing as much as I am I feel more motivated to keep doing what I do!Â
Having a study group behind you that studies as hard as you, people who are working with their best, may help you out on focusing! It is so easy to lose motivation and concentration these days with everything that involves COVID, elections, negative news on the media, and a large etc. Thatâs why I want to create a safe space for people who donât want to lose track on their education! I want you guys to know that itâs not only you, there are a lot more people who struggle to study on this new era. Why donât we come all together then?
Second of all, letâs get to know each other!Â
The reason behind this blog also relies on the emotional support some people need to keep studying. It is hard. I know. Thatâs why sometimes you need to vent out why your professor is not doing his job right, or maybe how f*cked up you are because you have to submit a paper due to five hours, which hasnât been started yet. Weâve all been there, donât lie.Â
The main idea here is to create a discord server! it will probably have different categories: you need help with literature? you need to vent out and cry? you donât know what to major in? Letâs talk then!
Seeking help out is nothing to feel ashamed about. I have felt lost a lot of times in my life, and looking back now, I'd have loved to have a safe space like this one to talk about important matters that involve my education. I didnât have it, thatâs why I want to create it for you guys!
On the third place, donât make it boring!
I know studying can be boring if you donât feel motivated enough. Maybe a nap sounds better than four hours of sitting on a chair in front of your notes and memorizing things that youâre not interested about. Thatâs the worst case scenario I can come up with.Â
Thatâs why we can challenge ourselves! I donât know about you guys, but when I set a goal of read pages for the day, and I accomplish it, I feel like the god of the world. Well, maybe I exaggerated a bit, but you do understand me, right? Submit your own goals and then tell us how it went? did you have trouble? did you feel good when you achieved it? how long did it take you to do it? let us know!Â
A very important part of the process of achieving things is to see your own progress while doing it. It feels great to see that youâre not in the same place as the last week, or maybe that youâve said that you would read all fifty-five pages today, and actually do it! The moment you write down your goal is the moment that you have to start working on it.
But letâs not stop it here! Tell us about your dream too! Why are you studying? Why did you decide to take that major? What are your future plans? Do you think youâre on the right path? Is there something else you want to do? What is your dream job?Â
Just tell us why are you studying. Donât hold back yourself. This is the best way to visualize the reason behind all of the hours spent studying!Â
Four! Food!Â
Okay okay, I know this is a studyblr and I am not trying to lie to anyone here. But if we can extend our topics, why donât we? I have noticed, throughout all of my years of hard studying and late night stress, that my diet when I have exams is the worst! Junk food, very messed up schedule for eating, too much caffeine or maybe not eating at all, are things that have followed me around for a long time. It is hard to concentrate when you only have three cups of coffee in your system, or if youâre surviving out of sugar. Please do not do that, youâll thank me later.Â
Thatâs why I also want to redirect this blog to keep ourselves motivated to be healthy while studying! We must prioritize our health, mental and physical, before anything else! if youâre not feeling good, you wonât do good. Thatâs also why I want to help people on that matter.Â
Share with us your very best snack recipes! maybe some vegan lunch or just the greatest dinner your family has ever made! Yum!Â
And finally, thank you!
To finally close this, larger than what I expected, first post, I wanted to let you guys know that I feel very motivated to keep up with this project! if we all collaborate on this, we can make it happen!Â
I hope to achieve a safe space for a lot of people who need to feel that theyâre not alone while studying, who seek out tips on how to concentrate better, people who just want to talk with someone and donât know who. I am here, we are here.Â
This is my goal with this blog guys, what is yours?
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
I hope that you're doing well đ€ I have been in quarantine for more than a month now and we are getting accustomed to it but it's still hard đ About college, professors decided that the final exams can't be more than 50% of the mark, so that it is easier for us to pass (the problem is that we have to do more assignments and it's stressful) đ„ș