#study affirmation

I am done letting others into my progress just for them to compare, judge, or make me doubt myself. I worked hard to get where I am, and I don’t need to prove anything to anyone. My success is mine. My journey is mine. I am no longer giving people the power to affect how I feel about my own efforts.

I don’t need to share what I’m reviewing, what I’m working on, or how I feel after an exam for toxic people who seek constant validation through grades and others' approval. I don’t need to join in on answer-checking just to feel validated or worried. I am choosing peace. I am choosing to trust myself. I don’t need to compare because I know that my effort will always pay off in its own way.

I am stepping back. I am focusing on myself. I know what works best for me, and if that means studying alone and keeping my progress to myself, then that’s exactly what I will do. I don’t owe anyone my notes, my strategies, or my explanations I share only with ppl who are supportive and respectful . If others are curious, they will have to find their own way, just like I do. I am no longer available for people who only want my knowledge but don’t truly support me or respect my boundaries.

I will not let small mistakes make me doubt everything I’ve done. I will not let others’ reactions make me feel like I am any less smart. I have proven to myself that I am capable, and I will keep proving it in my own way, at my own pace. I am enough. I am strong. I am moving forward for me.

I am capable of mastering this subject through consistent effort and focused learning.

Each study session brings me closer to my goals, and I am making steady progress.

I embrace challenges as opportunities to expand my knowledge and improve my skills.

I approach my studies with a calm and focused mind, absorbing information effortlessly.

My name's Urvashi (she/her), I'm 19 and I am from India. I am an INTJ though sometimes I relate to INFJ too. I'm preparing for medical entrance examinations.

Why medicine? I could say the generic I want to help people thing but I'll be honest. I have very big dreams and for those dreams to be reality I need a lot of money and medicine is the way. A saying my mom says is 'swarth mein parmarth' which roughly translates to "doing divine work by doing work for yourself" and medicine is just that helping others and yourself. I think I have the potential for it and working hard will get me closer to where I wanna be.

I want to work hard but I procrastinate and slack a lot. I used to be a straight A student till I entered college(or high school) then I became depressed and really hit a bottom but now after a year I'm stable and getting back on track of my life.

I have decided to go ahead and start a 100 day productivity challenge. I've been putting this off since so long and waiting for it to be perfect like other studyblrs or pinterest pins or doubting if I'll be able to do it and so on. But perfectionism is the killer of progress and I don't want to be stagnant anymore .so here it goes.

I'm going to post my daily routine and the tasks I've done as a reminder and also as a motivation to keep going ahead. I hope I get where I want to be and this will be the proof of my journey.

Right now my sole goal is to score a good Rank and get into a good medschool in my city.

My main @theuniverseandme and side good vibes blog @querenciaee

So t = 0

Let the hustle begin.