#smile hat

@nivilliain Nivillian's Smile!Au has now officially leaked into my dreams.

I woke up in a dream as one of my OC's and her two younger siblings, a boy and a younger girl, all three are half Eldtrich. So the normal things like the food or the music weren't affecting them. The younger two were too small for the roller coaster but the oldest wasn't. However, she refused to leave her sibling's side.

People kept trying to make them be happy and the oldest girl, who I was in the dream, refused. She was miserable and everything about the place just made her upset.

Her siblings, however, was starting to enjoy their selves with all the attention. I couldn't figure out but maybe it was because the younger two were so young they were easier to convince.

Things seemed to be going somewhat well.

Until they found out that the person in charge was their father. The demon had not had anything to do with them or wasn't aware they had existed until their caretaker told them. The caretaker had brought them there because they wanted the children happy.

So the youngest girl is snatched from the sibling's side first when they try to leave. Then after a wild chase through the park, the boy is taken as well. Leaving the oldest alone.

Finally she (I) just sort of gave in and waited. But nothing happened, no one came for me. When I finally demanded answers but wasn't getting any. I started destroying things.

There was this alarm that would go off every time someone would curse. It was weird and depended on how an what was said.

But apparently, screaming 'fuck you' for the second time. Very loudly enough to echo, got someone...well someone's attention. 

Hysteria and Euphoria appeared. They explained because I wasn't happy and hadn't been happy, that I couldn't be with my siblings. 

That father told them to tell me I had to wait for the doctor to return from his trip. Then he could fix me. Then they went off on some spill about a happy family.

When they left me alone, I was angry and devasted. It had been the talk around the park that Dr. Smug wouldn't be back for months.

I was going to be trapped and without my siblings. I don't know how long I spent but I'd get random glimpses of my siblings around the park or hear them call my name. I'd always chase them if I could but it just ended in tears.

I started a boring normal routine..and it always ended with me in tears or angry by the end of the day. Too many still trying to make me happy, also I found that other supernatural monsters wondering the park. But they were just as under the control of the smiler as the rest.

One day in the library I heard my brother and I saw him briefly with a figure I assumed was our father. He was happy and laughing and I hated it. I couldn't fake being happy (I'd tried). I couldn't feel happy.

At that point, one of the monsters that had got on my nerves and one of the head people approached me and start going off on me about not trying hard enough to be happy.

I slammed my book shut and screamed 'fuck you!' so loud the building shook. I was shaking and angry things were floating and tearing themselves apart. What do you expect from a half Eldtrich who has no control of her powers?

Of course, that set off the alarm.

This time however it wasn't the normal feeling of upset that filled me. It was one of fear as the room went cold and everyone fled. I turned to see a figure leaning over me, my head started screaming at me to run. But I was scared.

"Naughty girl." He said and it felt like those yellow and black eyes were staring so deep into my soul that he could have ripped me apart with just a thought. The last thing I heard before I blacked out in the dream was my siblings shouting for 'daddy not to hurt her, it wasn't her fault she couldn't be happy'

Waking up in Dr. Smug's lab with L.o.L cuddling me while we were in a huge pile of overly fluffy and stuffed things didn't help the panic.

I heard something heavy unlock and looked toward the lab door which opened.

Dr. Smug stepped inside and the last thing I hear before I wake due to my damn alarm is.

so i did a thing when i got my new graphic pen

DON’T YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY?